Chapter 143 - 75 -B

"Maybe with that Uncle thinks twice about doing something, more than that so that my treatment will be more private and so that I can rest in peace. That's what Uncle might think, and after I'm completely recovered it's all like this, then I'm allowed to return. I lost your contact, and besides if I called you from a new number and confessed that I was Ricky, I'm sure you would be hysterical and terrified, and not take my calls again, would you? Even when I've tried so hard to hold back my longing like this and come to you, come in front of you, you still say that I'm a ghost or even someone else disguised as Ricky. If you still don't believe it's okay to talk and ask whatever you want to ask, I'm ready and have the courage to answer everything very clearly. My head may have hurt before, but believe me, all the memories of you will never be gone. That's what I promise you, that I will never lie, I will never lie to you if I am Ricky!"