13-feb-2015
Dear dairy, tomorrow is Valentine's day. It's been three days since I knew of my crush's childhood sweetheart. It still hurts very much to think about it.
Dear dairy I am so sad for a love to end before it began. I am so unwilling to give in but I don't want to in between him and his sweetheart. What should I do?
I planned to give him my home made chocolates on valentine and confess to him but I won't confess to him.
But I still want to give him what I personally made even if I can't ask for love in return.
Dear dairy , I want to thank aunt Camilla for teaching me baking. I really bothered her late at midnight.]
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[14-feb-2015
Dear dairy , I am so sad. My heart hurts so much. Today I put my hand-made chocolates on senior Sarban's desk with the note "Your Ranran" but he threw away my chocolate in the trash can at school.
It's hurts...
I practised making Chocolate secretly at midnight till dawn. My fingers still hurt but in the end he didn't eat what I made.
I am sad.
The chocolate went in the trash can like the love that he didn't care.
Sam told me he wasn't worth it.
But what should I do? I still like him very much.
It's hard to let go.
Dear diary will a day come when he likes me back?]
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[15-feb-2015
Dear diary, today when I went to school I didn't see him.
When I asked his classmates they said he is recuperating at home from food poisoning.
I am so worried about him.
Today Sam was behaving strangely and had a guilty expression I didn't know why?
She never said anything to me today all day.
What's wrong?]
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[16-feb-2015
Dear dairy , I didn't see him again today. But it's okay ,he can take his time to recuperate.
I bought some medicines for him from my savings but didn't know his house address and had to give up midway.
Sam looked so sad today.
What's going on with her?
Is she okay?]
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[17-Feb-2015
Dear dairy , I didn't see him today either.
When will he come back?
I miss him so much.
I hope he recovers early]
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[18-Feb-2015
Dear dairy he is not here today again.
Where is he?
Is he okay?
I am so worried.
Sam seems to become more depressed than last time.
She seems guilty and avoid looking me in the eye.
My heart aches so much.]
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[19-Feb-2015
Dear dairy , I am in so much pain because I didn't see him again today.
Sam didn't come to school either.
Is she avoiding me?
My brother came back with bruises on his face and hand injuries.
It looks so scary with all that scratches and bleeding.
Did he fight?
He looked furious and sad.
He scolded me as stupid brain.
I don't understand.]
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[20-feb-2015
Dear dairy! Finally today I saw him!
My tense heart is finally relieved! I am so happy he came back!
But he had so much injuries on his body.
Didn't they say it's food poisoning then why is he injuried as if he fought with someone.
I am so worried about him.
It must have hurt so much.
I decided to buy some medicine and put it in his desk. I didn't leave a note . I was afraid he would throw it in the garbage agin.
It didn't matter if he knew or not it was me.
Anyway ,I will always like him the same.
Dear dairy , hopefully he will accept my medicine.]