Black Of Remorse "Who knows what she'll be doing now?" she wondered as she thought about the boy who gave her the feeling she had repressed when he died to save her.
As he thought there was a falling thud, if you looked carefully it was a level 20 Goblin Boss, and to say that he was only the second Boss killed in these last 10 minutes.
[Congratulations Black Of Remorse for being the first to kill a Level 20 Gold rank boss, get as a reward: Chest of Gold and 100
[Name: Black Of Remorse]
[Titles: Wolf Slayer - Goblin Slayer - First in the Rankings]
[Prestige Points: 230]
[Swordsman Class: Level 34]
[Stat Points: 0]
[Strength: 28 / Agility: 29 / Health: 25 / Defense: 27 / Mana: 26]
[Talent Rank: SSS 1%]
[Skills: One Hit - Dash - Heal - Concealment - Fireball]
[Armament: Head: White Mask - Body: Full Dragon Armor - Legs - Nimble Wind Boots]
[Inventory: Healing Potion ×120 - Mana Potion ×120 - 10,000 Gold Coins - ]
Black Of Remorse "thanks to my SSS talent I managed to get more points for my stats, fortunately I managed to get this talent which is helping me a lot, however I can't understand why my talent has changed so much" while thinking walked forgo back to the city
Meanwhile, the other players who heard the regional notification remained unmoved because they were used to it by now.
Black Of Remorse who was walking accidentally tripped while he was finishing his chicken on a branch and lost his balance and then fell into a mysterious ditch where there was a pillar with some writing on it.
[Congratulations for having succeeded or managed to reach this place, here two the legacy of the Goddess Of Remorse and if you have managed to enter this place it means that you have destiny with this place and with my Legacy.
All you have to do is pass a simple test, to face the test you proceed forward, but once you face my test, there will be no return and you cannot stop until you complete my Legacy or you die and forget everything of this place]
There was only this writing, but that was enough for her to know that she had gotten a golden chance to get stronger.
So he continued without hesitation along the ditch and then reached a lake with water as white as milk, there was a sign there where it was written to jump into the lake.
So diving into the lake without hesitation, I created splashes of water that made the whole lake move.
Immersed in the mysterious water, Black Of Remorse felt good, but as he remained immersed he felt that something bad was changing in his body.
At first he didn't understand what was changing, but then, as if realizing something terrible, he immediately knew what was changing in his body, more precisely in his head.
Little by little all the memories linked to her remorse were disappearing, but this was what made her agitated and above all angry because these, even if they were memories that made her suffer and were the remorse of her life, but also these memories were the most beautiful of her life. his life.
Desperately struggling to get out of the water to stop this process, she realized that something was blocking her in the water and, unable to get out, she started roaring in panic and above all to keep alive the memory of the boy who was in her thoughts.
Black Of Remorse " No I can't accept it! Not in exchange for this!, I'd rather remain weak than lose the memories of the person I... That... I... I... LOVED!!!! "As she spoke, she realized that she was losing her memories of the boy she liked and who had died to save her.
In the lake you could see a girl who was submerged in the water by tentacles that made her stay in the water without letting her escape, her face which was cold to any thing or situation, changed into a look of absolute regret and sadness.
In the sadness of forgetting everything she didn't realize that the water that was imprisoning her was merging with her and her power was slowly growing, but even so her memories were also slowly disappearing.
In this process of melting water and memory loss, Black Of Remorse who was now submerged in water without being able to do anything, suddenly remember a scene that she had also forgotten.
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??? "Um... see you tomorrow then?" asked a very handsome boy but with a mask on his face
Black Of Remorse "yeah see you tomorrow" she replied coldly as if nothing could touch her
So as she walked away with her back to the boy who was still standing there looking in the direction where Black Of Remorse had gone, with a sigh she knew that not even today she was able to declare herself to the girl she liked.
And this happened from when they met at the age of 5 where they began to know each other without even having a good relationship.
??? "Who knows when I'll be able to tell her that I've loved her since I was 6 years old, and say that we weren't even friends to begin with" he said as he too left without knowing that Black Of Remorse had heard everything he had said
Strangely Black Of Remorse who had felt nothing since she was born, today finally a small seed of special emotion was born in her little ice gore that had remained unperturbed for so many years.
But not realizing what she herself was feeling, she left without saying anything and so I forget everything that happened on this snowy day.
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Black Of Remorse who was almost at the bottom of the lake and helpless, was surprised to remember and relive what had happened that day.
With a profound emotion so profound that not even she thought she had, I fought to free herself from the chains that made it impossible for her to escape from the lake and thus erased her memory of the boy and of that day.
With all his strength he fought to the point of exhaustion to free himself, but even trying with his most powerful technique he was unable to overcome this difficulty, little by little he felt that even the memory of that day was being swept away from his memory.
With an infinite pain that only she could understand, she could do nothing and could only feel that little by little as time passed, a part of her was disintegrated and the strong pain she felt in her soul due to the loss of her memory was disappearing. lowering.
This meant that the process was about to be completed and for this reason she could no longer even recognize the face or shape of the boy she loved, but only sentences remained.
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??? " Kobayashi Hayami, no Hayami, I have known you for many years and in all these years I have never been able to tell you what I feel because it was the first time I felt this wonderful but also painful feeling.
Even if I wasn't able to tell you, at least I managed to protect what I care about most in this world, I'm sorry that I won't be able to talk to you anymore, poof!... also for no longer being with you to protect you... but even so I will remain even in the last moments of my life to protect you!!!!.
I LOVE YOU..." with these words while he spoke with difficulty, while with each sentence he drew a breath of blood and felt an unspeakable pain, he spoke with a smile while the mask that hid his face was now broken in half thus allowing one to see his face that had a smile on his lips
But the eyes now devoid of any vitality made it clear that it was now the end for the boy because in addition to the broken mask, there was a hand that penetrated his chest and a sword that risked entering Black Of Remorse's head but stopped by two hands that were behind his head.
In this whole scene there was a girl who was shocked and a boy who smiled at her while little by little she couldn't resist anymore and fell to the ground not before taking the sword that stuck in her hands and used it to then stick it in her heart and then strike the Protoss God that pierces his heart withhis hand and his sharp nails.
Having put the sword in, the Protoss God was also killed and the last Protoss I attack with the sword, I try to run away, but the boy with the last bit of strength pulled the sword out of the already cut heart and threw it at the fleeing Protoss and then get hit and die.
??? " Eh eh, also... I won't be able to... See you anymore, but I swear... That I will be for... Always with you,... Even if it were... The next... Life! " Leaving his last words, the now energyless boy fell into the girl's arms with the smile that had never disappeared
The girl was still in shock, but hearing his voice I try to do something, but too late she could only see him dying in her arms with his smile.
Black Of Remorse " AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! " Screaming in pain as he held the boy, he finally knew what that little feeling was that was in his heart that had never gone away over the years
Now feeling the feeling that was in his heart beating, you feel that the seed that had grown into a wonderful flower over the years, with the death of the boy the wonderful flower as if there was no longer a source of water, died.
The flower that died leaving only ash, gave a new feeling to Black Of Remorse, and that feeling was the desperation he had never felt, not even when the Protoss invaded the earth.
But now that feeling, like lightning that strikes without mercy and without retaining even a crumb of energy, shatters the wall that covered the heart of Black Of Remorse, and then hits the ashes of the wonderful flower and makes it disappear forever.
Screaming and starting to cry, Black Of Remorse knew that that little feeling was his first real feeling and that the person who caused this reaction no longer existed.
Feeling anger, anguish and remorse that he had never felt in his life, he cried more and more loudly as he held the boy's inanimate body on the battlefield, where now only the rumbles of thunder could be heard which signaled the occurrence of the catastrophe and at the same time the crying. of the girlthat he finally knew what he really felt.
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Remembering those long but important sentences in his heart, like an atomic bomb, he opened his eyes and the heart that was not suffering began to beat with a deafening sound, more powerful than a roar of thunder and lightning.
A power that not even she was aware of awakens within her heart, more precisely at the point where the wonderful flower had blossomed and grown, an energy overflows from the point where the flower had died.
Awakening an unprecedented power, his entire body which was imprisoned by the water, was pervaded by the power that was in the heart ❤, and then broke the chains of the water tentacles.
Finally free and able to move, Black Of Remorse emerged from the water as he continued to remember, no, he was desperately trying to remember all the lost memories.
Struggling as the water followed her and then merged into her body without her knowing anything about it, the power that was in her heart merged into her heart completely understanding and turning it Golden.
As if something slowly changed, the whole world inside the game trembles. Feeling the tremor, Black Of Remorse was also surprised, but even so she didn't worry about it.
Continuing to search and take risks in lost memories, little by little you hear a freshness and the masculine but also relaxing voice of a boy.
??? "Hello, my name is Kamisora Reo, and are you?" remembering their first meeting she remained happy and nostalgic
??? "Hi Hayami-San this time you came second in the school test" also remembering when they took the middle school test she was happy because she was remembering everything
??? "Er... Hayami I-I wanted to tell you that y-you... no, let's forget about it" even the first attempt to declare himself to her
??? "Hayami I heard from others that you are dating a boy" also the misunderstanding that had arisen between them which made them argue for a short time until you find out who had told Reo this lie
Remembering various scenes from his past, he remained happy while he couldn't help but cry with joy.
Meanwhile the lake was now empty and all the water had been absorbed by Hayami, only the muddy land remained.
A system voice suddenly sounds only to Hayami.
[Congratulations on being able to Obtain the Legacy of a God: Goddess of Remorse. Get the Title: Goddess of Remorse and 10,000 Reputation Points, a Divine Weapon and Parallel Memory Ticket, used to remember your past or future life, even those that have been deleted from someone]
Now happy, I don't even listen to what the system said and concentrated only on her memories of the boy she liked.
End of Episode 121