**Present time in the hospital**
Huh?" Lying on the bed, I opened my eyes after waking up from my slumber that I didn't know how long.
I'm seeing a recognizable ceiling, a plain white and a bit gloomy place that's seems to be a place I've been before.
"Satoro-kun, You alright now?" a familiar girl's voice came from beside my bed, I looked over onto her direction and see someone I'm somewhat familiar with.
"Sis...Yuri?"
She's my sister, right? but why does she look so young?
"Sis Yuri Uhm..." I'm about to ask something but...
"Satoro-kun!...."
"Satoro..!"
"Satoro-kun!"
A woman's voice echoed into my head.
W-what's that?.. I asked out of confusion.
My sister... I stared at my older sister younger face,She's just giving her sisterly gently smiled she always had?..
No, my sister never smiled like that to me, so? Who's thi--
"Satoro-kun!" as my name got called several times, my sister's face had become vague and dull.
"Satoro-kun!"
*Gasp. "Naruki?"
Naruki's face came to my view, facing mine right before my eyes
"Thank God, I thought I lost you there." She sighed in relief while holding my cheeks with both of her hands.
"I've been calling you since you rose up your head and all you do is stared at me,"
...What the hell is that? What did just happen?..
Is that an illusion or some sort?
I'm pretty sure my sister is here... Am I imagining things now, huh?
The hell is wrong with me?....
"It's been a day since you fell asleep, You made me worried." Naruki gently brushed my cheeks and pinched it.
"A day?"
I've been sleeping for 24 hours?..
Whatever, I need to get up, I don't want to lay here anymore, something is making me uncomfortable...
I tried to rose my body from bed, but I wasn't able to do it.
"My body felt so heavy, when I tried to get up, my body sink onto the bed as if I am being magnetize towards it.
"Ugh."
****
After some time, I clenched my fist out of frustration and laughed in an awkward manner.
"Ha.haha." a low laughed escaped my mouth as the memories I thought were just dreams, suddenly sink in to my head and I remembered everything and what suprised me the most is that .. the hell? I tried to kill myself before? That was....Shit!
As my memories came back in an instant I am still stunned and shocked, I looked into the ceiling, trying to calm myself and wiped the sweat I had on my face.
But something feels off....I still don't fucking remember it..My memories of my childhood is really nowhere to be found in my head..
"Just rest for now," Naruki suggested as she held my hand gently and smiled. "The doctor said that you'll be fine, you just need to rest for now to recover, they found out that you've been stressing yourself and your brain has taken a toll from it." She sighed and placed her hand on my forehead as if a mother caressing her son, "Satoro-kun, Just rest for now, got it? Geez... you really made me worried, I don't know why this happened to you nor why you're stressed. We can talk about it later on if you want. Just remember I'm always here for you." Reassured by Naruki, I kept myself on bed for a while, having an ambivalent feelings and emotion by what just came back to me.
***
I tried to just ignore the memories that have came back and but sadly I just can't ignore it... Though, I thought in confusion, "What about my ten years of memories I had when I was in my childhood? Why I still haven't remember a thing about that? Do I need to do something to remember it or those memories were already gone? I asked in silence to my self, suddenly an image of a woman, name Rina, came to my mind. And Thought 'May be that woman know.'
I need to find her.. But for now...I need to fucking rest.
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