Once the bedroom door closed behind me, the tears that I had been desperately suppressing flowed freely from my eyes. Warm tears trailed down my cheeks and I didn’t even bother to wipe them away. I felt too tired to even lift my arms. My chest aches and hurts. It was getting harder and harder to breathe. I walked over to my bed and fell down on top of it, burying my face into my pillow.
No matter how hard I tried, I just couldn’t stop crying. So, I decided to let it all out. I’ve experienced something like this before when Ethan broke up with me so suddenly. However, this just felt a thousand times worst. I knew what this was…it was heart break.
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Am I dreaming?
Yes, I’m probably just dreaming…