I have been apologizing to my mother who has just been sitting there nodding at me. I don't think she understands what it means by accepting an apology, she does not need to keep nodding at me. I want her to say to me if she denies or accepts.
I need to talk to my dad but I can't since she is looking at me as if I have just killed someone.
Yes, someone died in the story but I am not the one who killed him, he died on his own. That is wrong of me to say but it is the truth and that is why I am surprised why my mother is not verbally saying she forgives me.
Okay, maybe I am supposed to be blamed, but only because I asked her to tell me a sad story. And then I pushed for her to tell me what happened. Maybe I should have just listened to them telling me about the flower shop and the flower lady.
And also how they used to buy flowers for each other, it wouldn't have been that bad, yeah.
