[Rose's P.O.V.]
I knelt in front of Alonso. Although I was very unwilling, I knew that I had acted impulsively once again.
"I understand the helplessness and anxiety in your heart because of what happened to Alpha."
When Alonso said this, my tears gushed out as if the gates of a dam had opened - they couldn't stop flowing. I might have looked strong and composed recently, but I had a lot of emotions and thoughts bottled up within me after Edward's disappearance. And I was reaching my limit. This recent outburst was basically a desperate need from me to vent all of them.
"But this is not a reason for you to simply let it all out! Do not forget that you are a Werewolf of Chaos. You have the responsibility of making sure you keep your abilities in check. If you continue to act impulsively, not only will you hurt the people around you, but you may also make it easier for Nicholas to take you and your child away."
