Descriptions
I am about 167cm tall for the "Americans" five foot five. I am also what people call "medium is premium." The main thing about me is the red scarf I will always wear. It makes me more distinct from other gods and goddesses. I keep my hair a silver-to-light gray gradient most of the time. My eye color is usually orange most of the time. Unless I have to be serious, it turns into a dark gray. The clothes that I wear most of the time are a black long/sleeved shirt and a white sweater with light gray stars on it. I also wear a green. Blue? Skirt, it's hard to tell the color. I could use the color code, but that's too 4th wally for me right now. Anyway, Along with the skirt, I also wear dark gray thigh-highs with no patterns. I usually wear sandals. Sneakers? I do not have any footwear; honestly, it doesn't bother me.
Origins
My origins are complicated to explain and believe, Azazel, or how you usually know me by The Reader. I'll try my best to explain my origins. The first is how I came to be. I am a paradox, a living paradox. I created myself, which makes you wonder how that's possible. Well, before I gained the book, I had powers. The hint is my real name. Azazel is a fallen angel, and I had almost a carbon copy of his powers with a few exceptions before I explained my main power, another power that I can turn off and on but not at the time of my origins.
I don't even have a physical body at all. I am using the body for communication between other gods and people, making communication much more accessible. It makes them more comfortable, I don't know. However, when I talk to them in my "human" form, they seem more open to talking, which is why I use it. However, this form works for other gods because they also have a "human" form; as I stated before, I have no physical form. What I am is like a spectral being, something around those lines. Since I am a spectral being, I can get affected by anything physical or spiritual, or something that can affect different planes doesn't affect me. This effect also works on my "human" form, which is when I am working on something that is a universal threat. I do, however, turn off my spectral body sometimes if I wish to. The main one is that I can create things, creatures, items, you name it. However, I couldn't create god-like beings like I can now. What I can make, however, is myself a clone but at the same time not. It's like a doppelganger. However, my memory grows hazy on the specifics of my creation, which I'll get back to later. However, my creating myself also explains multiple other theories.
For example, being a human before I was a god couldn't have worked since I don't care about things that humans do, such as love, fame, prestige, and all that kind of stuff. Also, when I genuinely act like "myself," I am not human. I have this kind of aura that intimidates people with my looks. I couldn't be human through that classification because this intimidation is typical "intimidation." It is more like an unexpected, unpredictable, or even threatening. It couldn't have been that. Furthermore, this is the only thing I could have created since some people classify me as higher than the gods, which would need clarification. So that is what I am: a paradox with some "benefits," if you want to consider it. These "benefits" are that only one of me can exist simultaneously. So if you go back in time, there won't be a "future" me. It would be the same for me now if you go into the past. There shall always only be one Reader. Me!
The Book's Origins
Explaining my item will also be tricky since it is a paradox. Everything about me is a paradox. However, discussing the book will be relatively complex because my memory could be more stable. I should also explain how I lost a part of my memory, which never happens, and the only way for me to lose my memory is by myself. I can also explain the book's origins since I lost my memory and the book's creation is connected. So, I created the book. I think? I know I made it, but the reasons why and how aren't coming to me. However, it took part of my memory after I created the book. Now I understand creating something that powerful when I couldn't even develop things before sounds farfetched; however, I think what happened is that when I was making it, it needed some equilibrium since I didn't have enough power to entirely create the book it had to take something from to fill in the gap that I couldn't fill to make the book. Therefore, it took my memory from creating that book. Whenever I try to remember why and how the book was completed, I can't. The only theory I have conducted is that it'll come back in due time since I have remembered bits and pieces of the creation, but regaining that memory took around a trillion years, so that it will be a while. Hehe...
I also forgot to mention that since the book was created, it has developed some defense mechanisms towards anything else in my universe and outside of it. Now, I should have added these things to the book. It said these things to itself. The book can only be touched by me. Any other creature will be erased if it tries to connect the book. Well, that's if you are inside my realm, of course. If you go outside, it will, no matter what, cause some damage to the individual that has touched it. However, it will always be combined with knockback, so as I said, it is a defense mechanism that the books have added.
The Books & Azazels Powers
I shall explain my powers first before I explain what the book does. Before the book gave me more powers, the powers that I had were typical ones. Flight, breathing in air, which is uncommon if you think about it, omniscient, creation, transformation/shape-shifting. Teleportation and telepathy. Oh, and immortality, but I don't count that as a power, and it isn't a curse, either. It's just there. I just forgot about it at this point. That happened because, oh, how long I lived. I should explain the book now. The book is a simple concept; anything written in it becomes real. However, there are some caveats to it. First, you have to be very specific about what you write. For example, if you write, "I wish for more power." That is not very specific on what you want.
Is that in like strength, magical prowess, a battery? So you have to be specific to it. The powers I gave myself with the book would make this whole text too long. But I want to mention something: when I exit my realm somehow, everybody is affected by the way, not just me. If any god or goddess leaves their universe, they get nerfed. So when I am outside my universe, I lose my erasure ability, but I do get to keep my spectral body since that is my real one. I also just remembered that you can't see my spectral body.
Azazel's Personality
My personality depends on my eye color. I usually have an orange eye color since it's warm because that is how I want it to be presented to others. I don't want to make someone scared; I want them to feel safe when I am around, which is also why I am a female since, in actuality, I don't have an actual gender. When I have my orange eyes on or any other eye color, it usually means I am calm, collected, and down to earth. That doesn't mean I can't do some funny funny sometimes, which I do as well cause why not. My "true" personality happens when I turn my eye color to dark gray. When I have these eyes, I turn "cold" and "brutally honest" and be a lot more "mean," as other people would say. Now, that doesn't mean I'm a kuudere cause those are different than what I am.
Extra Information
Now, I want to elaborate on some things. Doppelgangers and clones were separate when I created them. It could be a side effect of the book. However, when I make a clone, it is much less potent than a counterpart. At the same time, doppelgangers are complete carbon copies of the person itself, which explains why when I create clones, they will always have different eye colors that can never be orange or dark gray. Clones contain less power than I have and are mainly used to speak to others or grab something I need. Now, replicas cost a lot of energy since they are carbon copies of an individual, which is why I made myself and became a paradox. I never needed to make a counterpart since I have enough power to protect my universe and myself.