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Chapter 20 - A SUFFOCATING FEELING OF LONGING

"Brother, are you sure about the decision you made?"

Currently, Vin and the young man's parents were facing Van, who had been silently watching the television screen so everyone who was near him sighed.

"If you keep quiet, then Daddy will not take it for granted!" said Andreas.

"I will still separate, Dad!" said Van with a frown looking at a man currently standing beside him. "I will stick to my decision to end my relationship with Anna. So please don't ask me anything else!"

Hearing that made Vin, Andreas, and a woman beside him look at each other with a look that was hard to describe before finally one of them spoke.

"Fine, if that's what you want, Van. Daddy will not force you anymore."

Vin and a woman who was nearby were shocked by what the man had just said so that now the two of them who knew about it sighed instantly.

"Van, are you not going to change your decision?" asked the woman.

"No, Mom. I will still end this relationship, because …" Van was silent for a moment with his mind constantly focused on something uncertain until finally, the young man lowered his head with his eyes closed before finally looking up again and saying, "I don't want to hurt Anna any further. After all, she is a very nice girl, and I … don't feel the best for her."

Vin knows what is the real reason for the young man who is in front of him at this time, it's just that he can't say anything so he currently chooses to remain silent.

"Okay, then we'll talk about this later after you get home from the hospital, okay? After all, our family has been close to Anna's family for a long time. You still have to say goodbye to her parents."

"Yes, Mom. Van understands, so you don't have to worry anymore."

Finally, the decision that Van wanted was agreed upon by both parents and his younger brother Vin, they could not prevent the young man's wishes. But whatever he decides, Andreas and his wife believe that what his son chooses is the best for him.

Therefore, Vin now turned to the side where his parents were. The young man took a deep breath before finally speaking to someone nearby.

"Mom, Dad, I want to speak alone with my brother. Don't you mind?"

"Okay, then let's just go home, shall we? Vin, please look after your big brother here, tomorrow morning we will come back here to check on his progress."

"Fine, Dad. I will be here to look after him."

"In that case, good. Van, I'll see you in the morning, okay, Honey."

Van who heard that immediately smiled before finally glancing at his younger brother who had been silently watching him with a look that was hard to describe in words. The young man nodded his head and then said, "Be careful on your way."

After that Andreas and his wife stepped away leaving Van and Vin who were still in the room. The two of them just stayed silent with a quiet atmosphere before finally one of the brothers broke the silence first.

"Brother, is your real reason because of that girl?"

Van's two eyeballs immediately widened after hearing what the young man had just said so that now the young man who knew it sighed for a moment before finally clearing his throat and then staring blankly straight ahead with his mind fixed on a girl.

"If you already know, then why are you asking?"

"It's not about the question, but … do you not love Anna?"

Van's gaze, which had been empty until now, was immediately diverted so that now the young man was looking at someone beside him. He looked in the direction where Vin was currently looking at himself differently.

"If I say no, then what will happen?"

Instantly Vin immediately fell silent after a few moments after hearing the answer from a young man who was in front of him at the time so he now gulped his saliva before he decided to turn his face in another direction just to make sure that no one else was in this room besides the two of them.

"H-how is that possible? Aren't you the one who believes that Anna is the right girl to be your life partner?"

"That was when I was sure that she was the girl I was looking for before I finally found the answer and it turned out that Anna wasn't the only girl I'd ever met."

"What are you going to do now?"

"Searching for the whereabouts of the girl I met before Anna."

Van's confidence grew so that Vin really couldn't stop thinking about a young man who was in front of him at this time so he who knew about it took a deep breath before he folded his arms across his chest.

Meanwhile, a girl who was busy looking at the stars in the sky at night suddenly shed tears making Via, who realized this, immediately wiped her tears in surprise and then looked at her fingers with a slightly wrinkled forehead.

"Why did I suddenly miss him?" muttered the girl before finally shaking her head with her eyes closed trying to get rid of these thoughts before finally smiling again watching the night sky. But this time the tears were flowing again and couldn't stop so Via was overwhelmed to control herself due to the pain from the feelings she was feeling right now.

Finally, Via let the feeling of longing attack her heart more and more at night with a chest that felt tight. The girl admits that this is not an easy thing for her to be able to get through her daily life like this, she misses the figure of the young man who doesn't know where he is right now, and she hopes this will pass soon.

Because it turns out, no matter how far the girl tries to forget him, the deeper the feeling of love she has, as if the universe doesn't allow her to get rid of that feeling from the depths of her heart.

Via was tired, but the girl was unable to get the male figure out of her head. Wherever she goes, she will always find something that makes her think of someone who made her like this.

"You are the best medicine as well as the wound that I have not had the chance to have."