She was 18 at the time .
She was driven by anger , jealousy and hatred .
She hated that Bai Lixue lived a better life than her when they clearly share the same surname . And she's more than furious that she dared to hurt her mother !
Her jealousy and hatred drown her heart into revenge that for the first time ever , she devised a cruel plan for her stepsister .
And that was the fatal mistake that she did .
Because of that mistake , she unleashed a worst devilish side of her stepsister that she doesn't know .
At the time , she doesn't know that karma would caught up so quickly .
No , she doesn't even know that karma actually exist .
She only did one mistake . Just one !
But why did she was punished like this .. ?
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" Oopss ~ Dad , did you forget something ? "
Bai Lixue's sultry voice cut the thoughts Bai Yun has in her mind .
" What is it , Xuexue ? "
Bai Zhang asked her with a raised eyebrows .
" Did you forget her compensation , dad ~ Eventhough I already settled your issues and satisfied President Wen , shouldn't we be more sincere with our thank you , dad ~ "
Her curve eyes glanced towards Bai Yun with a gleam in her eyes . Just by looking at her eyes , Bai Yun's body trembled with a scare . She already know where direction this will be going .
" I did forget about that . What do you think we should do , Xuexue ? "
His eyes wander around looking at the girl infront of his feet .
" Of course , we should give my dear sister a chance to have a ' meal ' with President Wen as a thanks , right ? ~ Sister , you won't refuse , right ~ "
" I ... I ... "
Bai Yun's voice was shaking and her eyes threaten to spill tears . Even if she wanted to refuse , she can't . Even if she said no , her dad will have some way to make her say yes . There is nothing she can do except accepting her fate .
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Three days later , Bai Yun comes home in the middle of the night with dark eye bags . Her hair was messy and even when she walks , her steps seems unstable for some reason . Her neck was full with red bite marks .
Just by looking at her , people already know what she did before . She tried walking quietly towards her bedroom to not attract other people attention .
Suddenly , the bedroom far from her bedroom's right side open up and the person who she really didn't wish to see appear before her eyes .
Clap ! Clap ! Clap !
Bai Lixue ceremoniously clapped her hands infront of Bai Yun . With her usual smirk and curves in her eyes , she looked into Bai Yun's eyes without hesitation .
" Oh my goodness , my dear sister . Your energy is beyond my imagination . Dad just send you to have a meal but you have a three days meal instead . I didn't expect President Wen was that powerful . He must has been bewitched by your body .. "
Bai Lixue utter her words as if it just a normal words but Bai Yun knew all those words were just telling her that she was a sl** who loved to have s** .
She too didn't expect that President Wen would bind her to the bed ultimately for three days . For three days straight , she suffer a great humiliation !
But does it matter ? She's already used for having this humiliation . This humiliation , yesterday's humiliation , tomorrow's humiliation . Nothing seems different , it's just a cycle she had to repeat for unleashing that side .
This is her karma .
Even if this karma actually already repeated again and again .
Bai Yun speak with her hoarse and tired voice .
" Lixue .... Can you please stop this .. ? I know back then it was my fault . I know I did a great sin towards you . I know that and I won't ever deny my mistake . If you want me to kneel , I will ! If you want me to leave this house , I will too ! I can even give up everything ! Our father , his wealth , his affection , this villa , you can take everything ! I'm sorry ... I'm sorry ! I'm so ... sorry ! But , please ... I beg you , lixue ... I beg you to stop your revenge .. "
Bai Yun started to kneel and crying hysterically . She's tired ... She's so tired with this cycle ..
" Lixue ... I know I'm wrong . I know I had to bear this great sin all my entire life . But I'm tired , sister ... When you first did this to me , I just let whatever happen to me because I know that it's finally my return to taste my own viciousness . But I thought ... I thought it's over .. I thought you'd gotten satisfied with it .. But ... But with every chance you get , you threw me into the sea of men ! You let them taste me again , again and again ! "
Her breath hitched with every words she utter . Her body tremble to the extent that she can't even control anymore . She doesn't even want to shed tears infront of this devil but she can't stop her tears anymore .
" Lixue ... it just a one time thing ! I lost control just .. for only one time .. How can you do this to me over and over again ?! How can you trap me with your games for three years straight ! For three years , I don't even know how many men already touched my body .. I don't even know how many times I had to endure those crazy pain ! People used to insult me with a sl** words but now I even think that I'm worse than that ! I am even more disgusting than a mere prostitute ! My lower body even shook just by having men around . They didn't even touch me yet I already turn into jelly just like a s** maniac . "
She continued to cry hysterically and beg Lixue to let her go but no matter how much she beg , she only met with that indifference . Even when she said all those words , Bai Lixue never change her expression .
Bai Lixue just watched her as if the things she said had nothing to do with herself. When Bai Yun finally stopped hiccuping from her tears , Bai Lixue bend her body to Bai Yun's level and whisper beside her ear with a cold voice .
" Revenge ... ? Trap you with my games .. ? You think I'm that bored to waste my time for a woman like you ? "
She stared at Bai Yun's eyes and tapped her cheeks with her colourful manicure .
" Sister .. sister ... I just helped you to satisfy your desire , what do you mean by me taking a revenge .. ? Afterall , you like it so much ! How can I , as your eldest sister let her younger sister be disappointed , hmm ? If you can't run from it then enjoy it ! Afterall , it's not over yet .. ! "
' It's not over yet ! '
The words left Bai Yun's tears in froze . She already lower herself to this point and yet Bai Lixue won't let her go . She bit her lips in defeat . No matter what she does , she can't escape from Bai Lixue's clutches .
Not now , not ever !
Bai Lixue continued hovering infront of her and tightly hold her shoulder with her utmost strength . At this rate , she already know her shoulder must have bruised from how much Bai Lixue tighten her holds .
" .. One time .. ? Do you dare to say it infront of me ? Hah ! You are the one who started this game , Bai Yun ! You should also realize you are the one who lit my fire ! "
At this time , Bai Lixue was not like the one who acted clingy and seductively infront of other people . She doesn't have that smirk nor curve in her eyes instead she was looking at Bai Yun as if she's gonna kill her in the next moment . Her cold eyes with obvious veins on her neck make Bai Yun realize that she had once again lit that devilish fire ! And that was exactly what Lixue did in the next moment .
Bai Lixue aggressively raise her hand and choked Bai Yun's neck ! She squeezed it so hard that Bai Yun really felt like she gonna die in the next second . She tried to speak with her remaining breath .
" Li ... xue .. ! Cough ! Cough ! Li ... xue .... S—top it .. ! I ... can't breath ... ! Lixue .... please ... Cough ! Cough ! "
Her hands tried to push Bai Lixue's hands but with her mostly drain energy , how can she had the strength to do that .
She can't breath ! She really can't breath at the moment ! Is this how she's going to die .. ? Even at the young age .. ? No ! There's so many things she wanted to do ! Even if she's tired with this cycle , doesn't mean she's willing to die like this !
Please .. ! Please !
She doesn't want to die yet !
BANG !
Bai Yun's body fell with the push from Bai Lixue .
She struggled to catch her breath that she didn't even realize how much her body hurts from the push . She just desperately doesn't want to miss the chance to breath now !
It was truly too terrifying !
That feeling of drowning , that feeling of dying .. !
Bai Lixue was too scary !
Bai Lixue walked passed her going into the direction of her bedroom . She merely stopped for a few seconds before mumbled while glancing at Bai Yun . With the door closed , Bai Yun hurriedly dragged her exhausted body to her room .
She closed and locked the door afraid of Bai Lixue actions after she choked her earlier . Her body completely losing strength as she flopped behind the door .
Bai Lixue's words kept ringing in her mind . Eventhough she only mumbles those words , she knew Bai Lixue definitely wanted her to hear that too .
' One time .. ? Two times .. ? I don't fucking care .. You destroyed me and I'll make sure you live in a living hell . You only had yourself to blame , Bai Yun . '
Bai Lixue's cold voice was like a repeated recording as the words haunted her the whole night ...