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Chapter 38 - Chapter 38

"My brother is the one that got married not me."

"Huh…You have a brother?" Henko tried to pull himself up to look at Ivan. However, Ivan kept a hold on Henko to keep him from moving.

"Yeah, is there an issue with that?" Ivan questioned.

"No…" Henko spoke. "I just didn't know about that."

"He married some gold digger bitch. She is someone that you don't want to mess with. I get the feeling that she's the type to kill you in your sleep."

"Oh…. wow…" Henko was in shock but also didn't know how to answer the last part.

"So, the reason that you broke everything off with me was because you thought I was getting married? You didn't even ask me to verify if that was even true." Henko stayed quiet. He couldn't believe what he was hearing. If he just asked Ivan about the marriage. Then he wouldn't have to go through what he did.

"I'm sorry." Henko wanted to cry. Ivan sat up again holding onto Henko as he did.

"You better be sorry. You allowed someone else to touch you." One of Ivan's hands made his way up to Henko's chin. He pulled his head around as far as it could go. "I don't like other people touching something that is mine." Henko was about to respond when Ivan pushed his lips against Henko's. His tongue slivering into the younger man's mouth. Henko tried to pull away calling Ivan's name, but was silenced again. Finally breaking away. Henko took several breathes trying to get oxygen back into his lungs. Ivan kissed Henko's neck while his hands made their way down the smaller man's abdomen.

"What are you…?" Henko couldn't finish his sentence as he felt Ivan grab his semi hard on. He started to pump his hand up and down making the meat harden. "Ivan…" Henko spoke out. Ivan's other hand made his way past his groin and between his cheeks. Henko felt Ivan playing with his rosebud and called out. "No. You can't. Not with what had happened."

"I don't care. I want you."

"But there was other—Ah!" Henko was cut off as Ivan bit down on Henko's neck by his collar bone. "That hurt!"

"I don't' care. I will make love to you and you will enjoy it." Ivan spoke out in a deep low voice.

"Ivan. Please don't hate me."

"Why would I?" Ivan questioned no longer biting the young man's flesh.

"I said some really rude stuff to you. I thought you were getting married. It was my fault for not asking you. It was my fault for liking that man. It was my fault that something like this happened to me." Henko started to cry as he spoke.

"Yes. You fucked up. But I'm going to make it so you don't look at another man again. You will not ask to break up. You will forever stay by my side. You got that?!" Henko turned his body around so he could look at Ivan in the eyes. His hands cupped Ivan's face as he looked into the man's blue eyes.

"I will forever love you until you don't want me by your side anymore." Henko leaned down to kiss Ivan. Ivan stopped the smaller man from doing so. Henko looked at Ivan wondering why he had stopped him. His eyes narrowed and is voice low.

"I will never toss you aside. You will be with me forever. Even if you don't want to be." Henko just stared at Ivan and eventually nodded his head. "Do you understand what I am saying?" Ivan asked.

"I believe so." Henko responded. Ivan grabbed Henko's hands. Staring deep into Henko's eyes, Ivan spoke.

"I am saying. I want to be with you forever. If you chose to be with me, you will never be able to leave my side again. If I find you with another man, I will not hesitate to kill him. If I find that you are trying to leave me, I will lock you up and never let you go. That is the type of man I am. I am very easy to get jealous. I have a very short temper. I will never physically hurt you. However, I will make it so you are bound to me until death. Is this something that you are willing to give your life to? Are you willing to be with me knowing all of this? Can you still say with that mouth I love you?" Henko was taken back by what everything Ivan just said. He sounds like he is a very controlling and possessive. If this man would take him as he was, an Okama. He would be more than happy to be loved by this man. Henko placed a smile on his face as he spoke.

"I love you Ivan. If you are willing to accept who I am. If you are able to see me for who I am without judgement. I will always love you." Henko's eyes darted to the side. "To tell you the truth. I always wanted a man that would love me for who I was. But it was hard for me because I do dress as a woman. Many gay men are turned off by that. However," Henko turned his eyes to Ivan again. "You still stayed by my side. You didn't care that I dress as a woman. You even saved me after everything I said to you before. I will stay with you. I want you to always love me. I want you to always protect me. I want to be safe in your arms." Ivan smirked. He put his hands underneath Henko's body and lifted him up in his arms. Ivan stood up and made his way out of the bath tub. "Where are we going?" Henko questioned not sure what was going on.

"I'm taking us to bed. I want to make love to you properly."