Chapter 15 - Thoughtful

Recommended Song: Enchanted - Taylor Swift

~ 1 Month Later ~

:: Jiro's POV

As I walked back to my room, I felt that I needed entertainment, so I decided to turn on my PC.

Jiro: Should I just play some VALORANT? Or should I just watch? Maybe I'll just play VALORANT, get some dubs and such.

Once I launched VALORANT I quickly went into the queue and got into a game, but while I was selecting an agent. I kept thinking about what Helios said earlier, I was quite shocked, I questioned myself if that was normal of him… But, now that I thought of that, during the match, I just kept thinking about Helios. Have I completely fallen in love with him?

Jiro: I kinda wanna talk to him again.

I think I developed feelings for him… I had a feeling that I wanted to sleep with him, and I regret saying that to him when he confessed, I feel bad…

~ After 2 Hours ~

Jiro: I have been playing for 2 hours, I need to eat.

As I walked to the dining table, I saw them preparing to eat. I see Helios sitting at the dining table on his phone, my eyes catch him and I just stare at him. My mom quickly notices me and decides to talk to me.

Perry: Son, You were silent for the past 2 hours, are you okay?

Jiro: Yep, I just thought of many things?

Perry: Does it include you and Helios?

Jiro: Mom! Of course not! I was just playing.

Perry: *giggles* Okay.. Okay… I'll go call everyone to eat lunch, Just go sit at the dining table.

Jiro: Okay, Mom…

While I was sitting there, I was still staring at my friend, oh how can he look this good. I also remember what I said to mom, the fact I lied to her… The whole time, I was playing and kept thinking about him. I need to talk to Helios.

:: Helios' POV

Just after breakfast I see Jiro walking to his room.

Helios: Hey! Jiro! Wanna play some VALORANT?

But to my surprise he just ignored me. I thought to myself, did I say or do something wrong? Did I say something in my sleep? Was it the extra 5 minutes? Hmm, I don't know. But one thing for sure is, he's really strong! How was he able to pick me up this morning and carry me straight to the dining table? Anyways, I see his brother looking at me, maybe I should talk to him.

Helios: Aegis!

Aegis: Yes? Helios?

Helios: Uhmmm-

Aegis: "Uhmm-" what?

Helios: Uhmmm-

Aegis: hmm?

Helios: Uhmm- How are you?

Aegis: I'm good, so what do you want to talk about?

Helios: (Should I just ask him about Jiro?) Uhmm- Your brother, why was he so silent after eating?

Aegis: Oh, Jiro? Yeah that's kinda weird cause he usually bugs me after we eat breakfast, but today hmmm…

Helios: Well okay, thanks!

After hearing what Aegis said, I think I really did something wrong to Jiro. I think I really have to shut my feelings off. He's my best friend and… I can't just lose a friend like that, maybe I should really talk to him about this.