Raven woke with a servere headache as she saw the time was past 6 in the morning.raven immediately got up and headed to the kitchen. but she didn't find Jane in the couch , she went to Jane's room and peeked inside and saw Jane sleeping peacefully. she sighed and started making Jane's favourite dishes as she displayed neatly on the table .
she went to Jane's room as she bent down to her level . Jane's eyes had eyebags indicating that she hasn't slept for the past days .
"Jane?"
Raven's placed her hand on Jane's shoulders as she shook her softly.
Jane woke up almost immediately.
she sat up straight as she rubbed her eyes and stretched herself .
"did I sleep long lia?"
Jane asked still not looking at Raven .
"lia?"
Raven questioned as Jane turned around and flinched by Raven's presence.
Raven passed a smile as she got up and sat on Jane's bed folding her legs.
"how was your shoot?"
Raven asked as still Jane was shock.
"good "
she replied as raven finally looked into her eyes.
"Jane I'm , I'm sorry "
Raven said looking directly into her eyes.
"I'm sorry too "
Jane said looking away.
"no , it's me-"
"no its-"
"don't cut me off Jane , please listen "
Raven bit her lower lip as she held Jane's hand securely .
Jane said nothing as she just nodded.
" so , I'm really sorry for ignoring you for the past months , I knew you didn't like Alex , don't ask me how I know , I just guessed by your behaviour but I didn't mind that much at first ."
Raven's voice was increasing at each second .
"and then you started coming late and giving excuses like you had work , fuck that! , I thought you were stressed and wanted to be alone and that's why I didn't ask further bu-but that night , when you came home after having a makeout session with someone , it made me angry like of course it's your life and your decision but why didn't you tell me before !? I thought we were close Jane and I thought you started hating me so I can do nothing rather than ignoring you , that was the worst thing I had ever done , Jane please I can't be like that anymore pl-"
before Raven could speak further Jane pulled her wrist as she latched her lips gently on Raven's soft ones.
Raven's eyes grew wide but she didn't push away , that oddly felt good . neither of them moved an inch as they stayed in the same position.
before Jane could move her lips along with Raven's , Raven pulled away .
her tears dried as her cheeks had a tint of crimson .
"may I speak now?"
Jane asked softly as Raven was too flustered to even answer so Jane got the hint.
"of course like you said I didn't like that Alex guy ...but I wasn't ignoring you and faking I had work for the reason of coming late . actually we were preparing for the shoot for which I went the past week .and about that look that night , that was my costume , it was a late night shoot for the bathtub fragment ad , I was too tired to change and fresh up so I headed home straight , you misunderstood raven "
Jane explained as Raven was left with nothing but guilty.
"so , you are not dating anyone?"
"nope "
"sorry I misunderstood"
Raven told as she bit her lips trying to control her tears .
"so how's your relationship going with alex "
and that's it Raven lost her control as a loud sob left her lips .
"hey hey , I'm sorry , I didn't mea-"
before Jane could tell anything. Raven hugged Jane tight as she broke down completely.
"we br-broke up"
Raven sobbed hard as Jane patted her back.
"shh that's fine "
she rubbed imaginary circles on her back to calm her down.
"don't keep bad memories in your heart sweetie "
Jane whispered as raven shook her head side to side as she pulled away.
"I can't Jane , am I that bad? why does everyone leave me ? "
"no no sweetie they are just not worth for your love , now stop thinking about that hm?"
Jane said as she wiped Raven's tears with the pad of her thumb.
"I can't , I don't think I can overcome this , I'm truly hurt , I want to divert myself but I can't"
"how about I help you?"
Jane asked as she stroked her cheek as Raven was literally sitting on Jane's lap.
"help me? how ?"
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"I love you"