Matthew's POV
She held my hand while she fell asleep, she looked fragile completely different from her usual self, I can't express how happy I am for being her first, it was not about the intimacy I only wanted her love.
I'm in love with her, so much that it hurts, how I wish I could tell her everything but I'm scared. I can't lose her, I just got her and no matter what I'm going to make her mine, I'm going to love her and treat her so well that she wouldn't have to complain about me.
I could stare at her like this forever, I tried moving my hand but she held on to them tightly, that reminds me she said she was hungry earlier, I should prepare something for her before she woke up.
Looking at how tired she is I doubt she will wake up right now, I can't stop smiling finally I made her mine. She has always been different and for her, I'm ready to do anything for her.
