Jace rang Aggie's doorbell precisely at five. He stuffed his guilt trip to the back of his mind. He should be visiting Trey in the hospital, not seeking hot, all-encompassing sex from the most desirable woman on the planet. Trey had woken a few hours ago, but he wasn't back to normal just yet. He'd lost much of the mobility in both hands. Jace wasn't sure how to deal with that. He just needed to get Aggie out of his system one more time, and he'd be fine. With her help, he could concentrate on something other than the ache in his soul that was already building again. The matching ache in his groin was only a minor consideration.
The middle-aged, red-headed woman who answered the door looked him up and down suspiciously.
"What do you want with me?" she growled. Her eyes were the same cerulean blue as Aggie's, but this tough-looking broad was no Aggie.
"Uh…" Thrown off his guard, Jace had lost his tongue.
"I ain't got it yet, Maynard. Keep your dick in your pants."
She slammed the door in his face.
Jace scratched his head. Checked the house number to assure himself this was Aggie's house.
Who?
What?
The door opened again. Lovely Aggie appeared wearing her leather dominatrix costume. The embroidered design on the corset was different. Last night it had been red roses. Today it had mint green humming birds.
Aggie rolled her eyes at Jace. "Sorry about that. My mother is visiting. Unexpectedly. Against my will. And better judgment."
That half hard-on he'd been sporting most of the day shriveled. "Your mother?"
"You're just a client." She gave him a stern look.
Just a client. So that incredible intimacy they'd shared the night before, that connection he'd never experienced with anyone, hadn't meant anything to her? Why did that thought cut into his heart? It wasn't as if he gave a shit. He didn't. He didn't give a shit about anything but his music. It was the only thing in his life that never let him down.
Aggie took his hand and led him toward the soundproof room where she'd whipped him so spectacularly the night before. And drawn blood. He shuddered at the memory.
"You know him?" Aggie's mother stood in the foyer with her arms crossed over her chest, watching her daughter with disapproval.
"I told you I had a five o'clock appointment. Go back into the house."
"I don't trust him, Agatha. He looks suspicious. Like a member of the Mafia."
Mafia? Probably the leather jacket. Jace hurried into the room where Aggie served her clients.
"He's not Mafia. Go away, Mother." Aggie slid the sanctum's door closed behind her and bolted it. She turned to face Jace. "Sorry about that. She has… issues ." She fluttered a hand.
Jace shrugged and looked at the floor. He wanted to leave. He couldn't do this with her mother in the house, especially not after the woman had told him to keep his dick in his pants. The sole reason he was here was to put his dick in her daughter. Repeatedly and in excess.
"I should go," he said quietly.
Aggie moved to stand directly in front of him. Her large, succulent breasts entered his line of sight. He licked his lips. His cock stirred in his pants. This woman was positively luscious and chased every thought from his head. She cupped his face in both hands and eased his gaze up to hers. "What's the matter?"
"Trey…"
"The guitarist in the hospital?"
He nodded. "I should go visit him."
"How's he doing?"
"He made it through surgery, and he's awake now. I should be with him."
"So he's okay then?"
Jace shook his head slightly. "He can't move his fingers right, or something."
"You can go see him later. He's probably resting."
"Yeah." Jace lowered his eyes to her full, ruby red lips. "Resting." He stared at her lips, mesmerized by their sensuality. "Can I kiss you?" His hands moved to rest on the flare of her hips. He shifted her closer.
"Are you staying for a while?"
He nodded. Even if he was just her customer today, he still wanted to be with her.
"Then, yes. Kiss me, Jace." She said his name like a gentle caress. It made his heart ache.
Don't pretend you care. Just don't.
He brushed his lips over hers. Her lips were soft. Yielding. He kissed her again. More deeply. He leaned away and looked into her eyes.
"I thought about you a lot today," she murmured, wiping at the corner of his mouth with her thumb. He was probably wearing half her lipstick now.
He smiled. It felt natural to smile when he was with her. He never felt that way with anyone. He always felt on guard, but not with her. With her he felt… safe? Comfortable? Understood? Something. "Oh, yeah?"
She nodded. "Did you think of me?"
"Constantly."
She tugged his shirt over his head and bent to press her lips to his collarbone.
"I'm afraid to look at your back. Are you sore?" Her fingers trailed gently over his skin.
He'd had a hard time crawling out of bed that afternoon, but he was ready for more now. "Not really. You're not going to take it easy on me, are you?"
"Whatever you want, baby. You'll do the same for me, won't you?"
She wouldn't ask him to hit her, would she? He didn't have it in him.
"What did you have in mind?" he asked.
"Whatever you want to do to me—I trust you."
Jace's heart stumbled over a beat. She'd give him the freedom to do whatever he wanted to her? He needed to get her to the tour bus. His suitcase of pleasure-inducing implements was stored in a closet there. He'd been collecting things to inflict pleasure on a deserving lover for years. And every woman he'd tried to initiate had ultimately disappointed him.
Aggie unbuttoned the fly of his jeans. She squatted as she pushed his pants down his thighs. She placed a tender kiss on the head of his cock. It twitched, rapidly engorging, growing thick, long, and hard. Wanting to be buried in her voluptuous body—in her slick warmth—where it belonged.
Aggie wandered over to her table and selected a paddle. She turned to look at him and winced when her gaze fell on his back. "You're really bruised," she murmured. She moved to stand behind him and traced the thick bands of damage along his upper back. "The cane. Why didn't you tell me I was doing that much damage to you? I would have stopped."
"I didn't want you to stop. I needed it."
"I'm not hitting you with a cane again," she said. "You'll have to settle for a good paddling this evening." She kissed his shoulder and circled his body to face him. She caressed his bare buttocks and then struck him on its fleshy cheek with her paddle.
It cracked against his tender flesh. Stinging pain shot through his ass, settling as pleasure at the base of his cock. That other pain—the pain in his heart, his soul—eased slightly. The only time it left him was when he was distracted by physical pain. The physical always hurt so much less than the emotional. It became a reprieve. Aggie struck him again. His toes curled in his boots. Again. His nipples tightened.
Ah God, Aggie. Hurt me.
Take the pain away. Hurt me.
Watching his face, she struck him again and then kissed him deeply, her tongue mingling with his. He didn't usually experience a blend of pain and pleasure. In the past, he did his best to keep the two separate. But even the night before, Aggie had given him what he needed and hadn't judged him for it. Jace's excitement mounted quickly. He wrapped his arms around her, tugging her against him and deepening her kiss.
He groaned in her mouth when she struck him again. Fuck, he was hard. He wanted her. No, more than that. He needed her.
Like he needed air.
She turned her head, breaking their kiss, and spanked him again.
"You like that?"
He couldn't form a coherent thought. "Huh?"
"A touch of pleasure with your pain?"
"Yeah."
She slid down his body, settling on her knees at his feet. She licked the head of his cock. He shuddered, pleasure rippling through his flesh. She drew his cock into her warm mouth and sucked gently. When she struck his ass again, he cried out. She sucked him harder, rapidly bobbing her head to rub her plump lips over the sensitive rim. She paused frequently to swat him, before returning to pleasuring him with her mouth.
The sweet pain blended with agonizing pleasure until he couldn't take it anymore. He twisted his fingers into her thick, silky, black hair and held her head still. "Aggie," he whispered. "Don't. I can't. Too much."
She reached between his legs, cradling his nuts in one hand. She squeezed. His stomach roiled as the pain left him breathless. She loosened her hold, and while Jace breathed through the pain, she sucked him deep into the back of her mouth and worked her throat muscles and tongue around his cock. He forced his hands from her hair, knowing he'd pull and hurt her if he got too excited. And she was quickly getting him way too excited.
He looked down at her, submissive at his feet, his cock down her throat.
"Oh fuck." He gasped, his breath catching. He shifted his gaze to the mirror across the room. Her waist-length hair swayed against her back as she pulled back, sucked him deep, and pulled back again.
Setting the paddle on the floor, she released his cock from her mouth. She reached into her tight leather bustier and retrieved a condom. After ripping the package open with her teeth, she unrolled it over his cock. It wasn't one of those little ones he'd been forced to use the night before.
He grinned down at her. "Thanks for considering my comfort this time."
"Went out and bought some larger condoms just for you, big boy." She slapped his ass with her bare hand.
He chuckled. "I think you should know the drummer of my band calls me little man."
" Little man?" She eyed his cock appreciatively. "Hardly. What do you call him? Blind?"
Jace didn't want to talk about Eric. He wanted to put the condom to good use. He tugged his boots off and kicked his jeans aside. He glanced around. "There's no bed in here."
"No, but there's a table."
He grabbed her around the waist and pulled her across the room. After he removed her panties, she perched on the edge of the table. He squatted between her legs and suckled her clit until she was dripping wet. Her scent drove him crazy. He inhaled deeply through his nose while he lapped at her sweet nectar, his tongue dancing over her slick flesh. Her excited breaths, hitching in the back of her throat, alerted him to her impending orgasm. He stood and carefully inserted his cock into her body. Her back arched, and she shifted her hips off the table to drive him deeper, holding most of her weight with her arms. Her heat engulfed him. He groaned, bracing himself with his feet wide apart to hold her on his throbbing shaft. She shifted back onto the edge of the table, and he surged forward to fill her again.
"Jace," she whispered breathlessly.
He thrust into her slowly and watched her reactions as he methodically increased his tempo. When he found her perfect rhythm, evident by her writhing and mewing, he maintained it relentlessly, drawing on the same consistent cadence that served his music.
She reached behind her and grabbed a flail off the table. She struck him lightly across the chest. Each of the dozens of slender strands released delicious stings in his flesh. His breath caught. He drove into her harder. She met his thrusts with lashes—matching both his rhythm and his intensity. The harder he fucked her, the harder she struck him. He pounded into her harder and harder. He let the excitement carry him, losing all conscious control of his motion, giving his craving for pain full control over his attainment of pleasure. How did she know exactly what he needed? Quickly, his need for release built to the breaking point. His balls ached with heaviness.
He forced his eyes open to look at her. Was she close to orgasm yet? Her entire body shook with each hard thrust, her beautiful tits jiggling each time their bodies came together. His chest was raw and red from the lashes of her perfect retaliation. Her mouth fell open with wonder as he watched. She was closer than he'd realized.
"Look at me," he demanded.
She pried her eyes open, and their gazes locked. He slid one finger down her slit, rubbing her clit and sending her flying over the edge.
"Jace!" she screamed.
As her pussy clenched around his cock in orgasm, he let go. His body tensed, pumping his seed into her with spurt after glorious spurt, while her body shuddered uncontrollably. He held her gaze the entire time, knowing how emotionally vulnerable that made him, but with her, it seemed right.
Spent, he collapsed against her trembling body. She wrapped her arms around him and rocked her hips back and forth, continuing to find pleasure in his cock.
"Oh God, Jace," she murmured. "I'll never get enough of you."
He'd never get enough of her either, which was a problem as far as he was concerned. He tangled his hands in her long silky hair, knowing she deserved far more pleasure than he'd given her. With her flailing him like that, he'd gotten too excited to treat her with proper care and attention. What he had in mind for her next would make up for that, he hoped.
"Do you wanna go somewhere with me?" he asked, leaning over her to kiss her shoulder.
"Yeah, okay," she said. "Where are we going?"
He rose up on his arms above her and stared down into her flushed face. She pouted when she saw the mess she'd made of his chest. Her gentle touch was intoxicating as she traced the crisscrossing welts on his skin, drawing memories of the pain to the forefront of his mind again. He caught her wrists, and she looked up at him.
"The tour bus. I want to show you true bliss."
"True bliss? Wasn't that what I just experienced?"
He chuckled. "Baby, that was just a warm-up."