"Why do you have to repeat that over and over again? Why don't we just forget the fatal mistakes we made at that time? Do you know, Indra? Every time I remember that time, I feel like a woman who has no self-respect because until now I am still confused, about what happened to me at that time, and now I still don't know the reason why I could lose consciousness like that time,"
With a calmer tone, Malika explained everything, about how she had felt that night until now. Regret, shame, and self-esteem that no longer had any meaning were mixed into one and it continued to carry.
"You are not alone in feeling that way, Malika. I feel that way too to this day and I'm always confused about what we went through that night, and to be honest, that night I did everything with you in a semi-conscious state. I've tried to resist, but I can't let you hurt like that either. Besides... you were too pretty that night."
