It's been three months since Lisa left. She has reached out more time then I could count since I wrote her a letter 2 weeks after she left and sent it via email. Before that later she reached out to me once and it was for about 5 minutes to let me know that she had made it. I hadn't heard from her again, not even an f you before I emailed her. Then after the letter she just started calling and texting constantly. I didn't want her to stress over there so I finally texted her back and told her to enjoy her time and we could figure usbout if that time ever came again. The letter went like this...
Hey Lisa, I hope this letter reaches you in good spirits and health. Shouldn't I know that though... I have no clue what you are doing or have been up to since I haven't heard from you since you arrived there. I was angry at first and then I realized that you have a life and your just living it. I always hope that life included me, but when you never once mentioned us during your decision making process, before you left, or after you got there... well I got the message. I meant what I said before you left, I wish you nothing but the best. Live life to the fullest, love, laugh, and enjoy every new adventure you get the opportunity to have. I love you but I think its time for us to see what life has to offer on our own terms. I don't know whether you were scared to say it, or just didn't think about it, but I think we should officially break up. I never wanted to do this over email but the one time I called you, I got your voicemail. Since I think s letter is way less jerk like then a voicemail I decided to email you. I don't even know if this is still your email, or if you will even check it. I hope it isn't someone else's email, if so.... sorry whoever you are just send a wrong email reply. If this is still you Lisa just know I was willing to try until you didn't make an effort. I hate that I'm saying I Love You for the last time... that sh.
I didn't sign it off, I just left it like that and pressed send.