why does it have to be lie this

Finally I got on that dumb train." It's like hell out there" I say with relief. "Shut up" says grace." But heat is like killing me" I say with anger. "girls thiers no need to get mad at something so little were in a life crises it's between life and death" mom says softly. "lets get on with this ride" says grace. We ride along in a cart with the angry people chasing us at least that's what momma says about them its mostly our dad and his friend we left them because he would abuse us and our momma. I'm glad we left from there I don't miss him or anything but I do miss the house so big and warm. I miss the warm. I wish we were still at home. On the other hand momma was praying I don't pray I thinks it's a little weird but momma always makes me pray and go to church. I guess church is not that bad I guess. I like drinking the wine. Then boom everything went black. What the hell happend wheres momma ang grace. I hate this.