THE PRIDE OF VIRGINITY

I walked slowly to my room thinking how my mom would say because I hurt her .

Now what will I do? Now that my mom wants me to marry early and I want to complete my school so that I can time myself in order to get a good wife .

Yahya was in his room thinking, suddenly, he heard a knock on his door .

Kor kor kor Salamu Alaikum.

He replied back, the person entered and it was his brother Jamilu.

Jamilu.

Oh Brother Yahya I heard you and mom talking about something but I saw you walking away you were so sad what's wrong.

Yahya.

My mom told me she wants me to marry early and I insisted on completing my education, and now that she is alone without a girl with her, how can I say no to her?

Jamilu.

That's a good Idea, but you know what ?

Yahya.

No.

Jamilu.

. All this will soon go away. Allah will provide us with a good woman.

It's time for Jummah prayers. Let's go and prepare for prayers my brother.

Yahya.

Ok it is true tell mom she should be ready.

Jamilu.

Ok my bro. I have to be fast .

The two brothers prepared their way for the Jummah prayers.

After some few hours later they finished the prayers and they were on their way home. So Yahya decided to go and see one of his friends named Abdul Rauf.

On his way he met a classmate of his who just completed the same secondary school with her.

Yahya saw her , she also saw Yahya .

They all did Taslim and greeted each other and discussed some issues about life after SHS. They all remembered about one of their senior House Masters who used to tell them " My students learn hard because life after SHS is not an easy task".

They all finished talking,so Yahya started walking away and the girl called him back and said.

Zara.

Can we have each other's contacts as far as we can see each other? We can be calling each other from time to time.

Yahya called the number for her.

Yahya.

Anyway, call me so that I will also get your contact information.

They both walked away. Yahya went and visited his friend later on he came back home.

His brother Jamilu has done with cooking and mom was on the praying mat doing استغفر (Istigfar).

He proceeds to his brother.

Yahya.

Salamu Alaikum Mr chef.(he stared at the food).

Jamilu.

Walaikum Salam Mr eater(Jamilu laughed at his brother).

Here there is your food bro.

Yahya took the food in other to eat just he received a call. It was an unknown number and he answered.

Yahya.

Assalamualaikum

Who are you and may I know you?

Zara.

It's me Zara, and I just called you to see your safety at home .

Yahya. V

Oh fine and I hope everybody in the house is doing well?

Zara.

Oh Alhandulillah by Allah's grace my bro.

Yahya.

Ok thank Allah. And please, I'm eating food. Will you join me on the call?

Zara.

Oh no thanks.

If you are done you can call me back.

Salamu Alaikum my dear.

Yahya pov.

Walaikum salam. Thanks.(hung up the call and continued eating).

Two days after his mother pampered him to look for wife, he decided to share his emotions with his friend Abdul Rauf.

His friend also felt so disgusted about the issue and he said they will look into that and see what they will be able to come out with.

One morning, Yahya was inside his room and he got a call from Zara, he forward on and answered the call.

Yahya.

Assalamualaikum

Zara.

Walaikum salam. My dear friend, how are you doing today?

Yahya.

Oh by the grace of Allah am fine and what about you too?

Zara.

Oh, Alhandulillah by the grace of Allah.

But Yahya do you know something?

Yahya.

No, unless you tell me.

Zara.

I want you to favour me something. But I can't tell you now.

Yahya.

Oh, what is just that thing please?

Or do you need any help financially or any issue that you are concerned about?

Zara.

No is not about money issues nor something but is something else (stammering in her talking).

Yahya.

Ok, don't worry let's text messages sister.

Or wouldn't it be ok?

Zara.

Ok, let's try and see.

Salamu Alaikum.

Yahya.

Walaikum salam my dear sister.

(They all hung up the call and started exchanging messages).

Yahya text.

Now, what was the matter sister?

She replied. Oh please for Allah's sake if what I am about to tell you hurts you at the end of our talk forgive me, please.

He replied. Oh, there is no problem with that sister.

She replied. Ok, thank you.

He replied. You are welcome.

She replied. Am very sorry for saying this thing as we are all humans, we have some perspective feelings you can't deny sometimes.

And my feelings that I can't deny now is " I want you to marry me as your wife".

Meaning I want you to have me as your wife.

Please, I'm sorry for saying this to you.

Yahya replied: You mean for me to make you my wife?

She replied: Yes, but I am sorry.

He replied: how dare you tell me such a thing without being shy on your face.

Please don't tell me such a thing again. And don't call me again, please.

She replied: For the sake of Allah don't hate me just because I mentioned these words to you please.

And I am very sorry for that, and one thing is that I don't blame you. I blamed love because what I have for you is not yet with you so I am sorry.

Salamu Alaikum brother.

"Yahya got worried about that and he became confused.

After he finished eating the food his mother called him."

Mom.

So now my son, what do you left for me, or do you want me to still be suffering at this kind of age?

Yahya. Umm, I am sorry for that I will do my best to let you out of this suffering. And I promise.

Mom. Ok son, if you say so, I am watching you from now on. Salamu Alaikum my dear son.

Yahya. Walaikum salam mom.

"He went out to consult with his friend Abdul Rauf about what has happened between him and the girl."

Yahya. Salamu Alaikum my dear friend.

Abdul Rauf. Walaikum salam, knock-in bro.

Yahya. How are you doing today my dear?

Abdul Rauf. I'm so sentimental and gorgeously fine, my friend.

Yahya. Mashallah and you know my issue all the time so I will say I'm somehow fine bro.

Abdul Rauf. What again, you know you are a boy of 26years of age now, why always the same issue baffles you.

You know we all agree in other to marry our wives together when we complete our education but now that your mom is insisting you to marry now then do it. There is no problem my bro.

Yahya. My dear, are you trying to break the promise or what?

Abdul Rauf. Oh no, bro is not like that. You just take a look and see how your mom is suffering now and she just gave birth to only both of you and now no woman is included.

So just do that, please.

Yahya. Hmm, that's good I dear but how can that be possible?

Abdul Rauf. Don't worry Allah will bring her to us, let's be doing istikhara( Gods way) for marriage. She will soon be out one day and I know that Allah will not us down my brother.

Yahya. Ok, brother, thank you. But let me tell you about his girl Zara. That our classmate who used to be always quite in class.

Abdul Rauf. Yes Zara. I got her, what happened?

Yahya. Today she told me something and I was amazed and flabbergasted about what she said.

Abdul Rauf. What did she said? "He narrated what she said to Abdul Rauf". So just what she said and you are angry at her? Look my friend you better apologize to her. Is not good and do you know how you hurt her now? " Abdul Rauf spoke to him till he calm down and agreed to forgive her.

Yahya. I will live now thank you very much for your advice. I have some assignments to do at home, please.

Salamu Alaikum my dear friend.

Abdul Rauf. Oh you didn't even eat ooo.

Okay, as far as you have an assignment to do, then let me escort you on the way.

They all went and were on the way chatting. Fortunately they met Zara on the way.

Zara: Assalamualaikum.

"Both of them replied to walaikum salam."

Abdul Rauf. How are you doing please?

Zara. Oh, I am fine by the grace of Allah.

Abdul Rauf. Alhandulillah then we thank Allah for this way of our life.

Zara. Please, I am sorry. I'm going to Arabic class and it seems I am late. So may I go now or? "she was talking and was staring at Yahya shyly."

Abdul Rauf. Oh, no problem sister you can go and I wish you all the best sister. Salamu Alaikum.

Zara. Walaikum salam. "she left with still feeling shy on her face. Abdul Rauf also notice the shyness on her face so he decided to speak to his friend Yahya"

Abdul Rauf. Oh my dear, why don't you want to even mind her as she was doing the Taslim?.

Yahya. Oh, I didn't respond to her? Oh sorry, I was thinking that I responded to her ooooo sorry Charley.

Abdul Rauf . No, this is not how you used to behave when Taslim was made. Tell me is there something wrong or do you desire for her? "laughing at his friend"

Yahya. I have no desire for her.

Abdul Rauf. No problem between the two of you?.

Yahya m. Is ok bro I have to do it fast, time has gone and I have to complete the assignment early. If I finish I will Bell you on call bro.

Abdul Rauf. Ok if you say so then I am watching you. But I have something to discuss with you if you call me. Then Salamu Alaikum my dear friend.

Yahya. Walaikum salam. "They all have each other's hands and leave to their various houses".

Yahya walked inside his room and decided to do his assignment. His brother Jamilu was in the restroom watching TV.

His mother came inside and saw him.

Mom. Hey Jamilu what are you doing?

Live what you are doing and go and learn or recite the Quran!!! You this big boy watching TV, enough stop it.

Jamilu. Umm sorry. "He hesitantly went and took Al-Qur'an, went to the praying room and was reciting."

After Yahya finished the assignment he also took his Quran and was reciting it.

But the time they all realized it was time for Maghrib prayers.

He calls his mother to come so that they will pray.

After the prayers, he decided to call his friend, because he said he should call him.

He dialled the number and his friend answered.

Yahya. Assalamualaikum.

He replied. Walaikum salam my how be?

Yahya. Oh bro I'm fine.

He replied. Thank Allah. But what I was asking you on the roadside when we were coming, you know you haven't given me the answer yet right? And be sincere, tell me the truth, is there any problem?

Yahya replied: Please why are you so concerned with this question so much my brother? Ok, I will tell you now. She told me she is in love with me but I have no desire for her.



He replied: oh my friend, just because a girl told you that she loves you, you decided not to interfere with her. Stop it, please. That's Allah's blessing on you because we were looking for a woman already and now Allah has revealed her to us then let's thank Him.

Yahya replied: Oh so you too you are supporting her? You mean….." Abdul Rauf cut off his talk"

He replied: I didn't mean so my bro. Even if you didn't accept, now that she said she is in love with you then accept it because she is a girl and you know how girls are, you can hurt her feelings even let her fall sick. For the sake of Allah bro, I want you to accept and I will help you study her in a way that fits her. For we all know how she has Islamatize because she has memorized the Quran and how she lives her life is now our problem. So the best thing for us now is to study her.

Yahya replied: Oh my bro you want to let me accept it by force?

He replied. Please I didn't mean so and not all glitters are gold that's why I told you let's study her before.

Yahya replied. Ok, I will try and see but please don't force me too much okay?.

He replied. Oh is not force but it is just the will of yours my brother.

Yahya replied. Ok, I heard it is time for prayers so if we are done. Salamu Alaikum my dear friend.

He replied. Walaikum salam thank you.

Yahya went and called his mom and his brother Jamilu for prayers.

They all finished the prayers, Yahya went inside his room to learn.

He was learning whilst thinking about the girl, there he took his phone and called her but she didn't answer.

Later on, Zara called him back and he answered the call.

Yahya. Assalamualaikum.

She replied Walaikum salam.

Yahya. Please I want to apologize for something I have done to you.

And I'm saying now I am sorry for the hurts that I hurt you that day.

She replied. Okay, there is no problem it was Allah who decided so not your will.

Yahya. Ok, thank you. But I am learning so maybe if I finish I may call you back okay?

She replied. Ok no worry about that.

Salamu Alaikum.

Yahya. Walaikum salam. "they all hung up the call"

Yahya learned for a while there, he realized that he was feeling sleepy he got up and performed ablution and did two rakats and went and lay down.

"The next morning, they all went for prayers in the praying room. After that, he took Al-Qur'an and was reciting."

"A few minutes later he decided to call Zara to just agree with her proposal."

Yahya. Salamu Alaikum.

She replied. Walaikum salam how was your night, please?.

Yahya. Alhamdulillah for my side

She replied. Then we thank Allah.

Yahya. Mmmm I… "while stammering"

I… I… I just want to tell you I heard what you told me that day.

She replied. You mean…. "She is talking while crying" You …. You… you agree for me to be your...your wife?

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Yahya. Yes, I agree with you. for Allah's sake because you are a Muslim and I don't have to make something to hurt your feelings, but now am telling you I want you to forgive me for what I have done to you sister.

She replied. Oh, my brother for Allah's sake there is no problem again because it was Allah who decided that for us now that He has concealed it for us.

Yahya. Ok, don't worry. I want to go and do Murajah and I don't have a bath so maybe later you will hear from me sister. Assalamualaikum.

She replied. Walaikum salam. "they all hung up the call"




Yahya went and bathed and went for the Murajah after some few hours later he was done so he decided to take his phone and call his friend and tell him about what he had finally agreed to.

Yahya. Assalamualaikum.




He replied. Walaikum salam my dear how are you doing?.

Yahya. Oh, Alhandulillah by the grace of Allah. But I just want to tell you something.

He replied. Ah, what be naa hope e no be some issue again?

Yahya. Oh, nothing but I just want to tell you I have agreed with her proposal.

He replied. Wow Alhamdulillah, then we thank Allah for that. Ah did someone come and beg you or is it your own will because I don't think you accept it by your will.

Yahya. "He laughed."  Oh is my own will with the will of Allah.

He replied. Ok, Mashallah then now what is left?

Yahya. Everything is in the hands of Allah.

He replied. Ok, I will come there tomorrow.

Yahya. Ok, Salamu Alaikum.

He replied. Walaikum salam my dear. "they all hung up the call" 

A few days later Yahya told his mom about the girl. Yahya's uncle then decided to check the Family of the girl and by Allah's will, they were a good family.

They then decided to plan the Marriage day.  And they came out with a date for the marriage. And that Will be a week before Eid Mubarak.




One-day Yahya and Zara were discussing something about their previous life with others.

Zara. Have you ever had a relationship before?

Yahya . No, I haven't. What about you?

Zara. Hmmm.




Yahya. Why hmmm?




Zara. Truly I ever.




Yahya. So you know a boy?




Zara. Is a different story if I may tell you.




Yahya. You tell me don't worry yourself about that please feel free to tell me.

Zara. I was having a relationship with this boy Suley, he promised me that he would not leave me one day. So there was a day he called me to come and he will introduce me to his parents. And not knowing it was not true so I decided to go for his call.

He came and met me on the way we all proceeded to their house when we went there nobody was there. So he said we should wait for them for a while.

We were in his room watching TV and later on, we started to argue with a particular portion of the movie. It became a joke with us and we started playing.

That's where he started playing towards my sensitive places. He was touching my breast and he was touching me sexily. I felt something on that time and I could feel his feelings at that time.

I told him to stop that because is forbidden in Islam. He stopped and he didn't continue but still, he was insisting on playing me like that.




When he continued playing with me like that I felt something strange on my body, something I never felt before. I realized I was unconscious and uncomfortable touching my body. He started pull out my brassier and pulling out my pant too. I couldn't able to stopped him because I felt fatigue at that time. He started caressing my body. 

He was kissing forcely and pulling me down for me not to stop him from kissing.

I couldn't able to control my body at this time. I felt this act till I was nowhere on my body.

A few minutes later I saw blood on my legs and I grew annoyed ever and never before there did I realize he had slept with me. 

I got up angrily and went out he was calling my name I refused to mind him.

When I was walking I feel pain in my legs I couldn't walk gently.

I was luck that day I didn't met anyone on the way, like the person wi have known what has happened to me.

And luckily I went into our house and my parents too was not there.

I went and laid down for a while in other to get relief. I got up and went and bath. The whole of that day I was in the room. If my mother ask me what is wrong with me I always tells her that am in my menstrual period.

I was crying and from that day I didn't answer his call nor talk to him and I will never forgive him for such a crime because I'm not happy about that.

"She was speaking whiles crying Yahya was so sad on her"

Yahya. Stop crying please because that's Allah's will and if He decrees a matter no one can change it of his own will. Don't worry because I will not do that okay. "She realized that Yahya didn't want to even touch her nor come closer to her."

A few days later there were only three days left before the Marriage.

Yahya and his family were busy preparing for their Marriage ceremony.

On the second night, Zara's mother called her and put some strategies on her marriage relationship.

"Warning: this chapter is for females only, I repeat, for females only!!!"

Later during the night, around 11 pm, everyone was already in their room while Zara was busy chatting with Yahya on phone, her mother quietly enter her room, she notice someone entering her room and the light In her room was off, she knew no one will do all this childish stuff rather than her mom, she is just sitting on her bed watching her mother's drama, immediately her mom on the light she found Zara sitting folding her hands, she is not surprised to see her, 

Mom: You scared me?

Zara: Nice one mama, nice one, sneaking into my room by this time of the day? Nice try.

Mom: you got me, any way you know I told you we are gonna have girls talk tonight?

Zara: What's so good about that is that girls talk to themselves as if they don't know what to do once they get married.

Mom: I guess you don't need me then, you are lucky to have a mother like me, some girls did not have that opportunity you have now, but you don't appreciate it, I guess I should go then "she turned to leave".

Zara: "she felt ashamed and held onto her mother's hand" ummm ummi, and sorry about what I said, hope I didn't hurt your feelings?

Mom: Of course you did? Did you know how I have always wished to have girls talk with my daughter who is getting married? But here you are not appreciating.

Zara: I am sorry ma'am, please forgive me, ok "she adjust her a sit". let's begin, " she dropped her phone".

Mom: that's my girl, ok now let's start with wedding night, you know it is a special night for you and your zawj (husband), and he won't want to see anything that will stop this night from happening, so you have to make it special for him, I bought some medicine to treat infection for you, 

Zarat: but I don't have infection now.

Mom: every woman have an infection, it's just bigger than each other, I want you to treat infection starting from tomorrow, till your wedding night, 

So next one is, this "she dtrag out sexy night wears out of her bag" you see this night wears, you have to wear it on your wedding night, this body you have been covering since you were born, is for your husband, you will wear it, after you take your bath, apply perfume, let him see your front and back.

look my daughter don't be scared, although first night of marriage pains a lot, but if your husband is a type that love romance and foreplay, trust me, it won't pay u much when you two have lots of kisses and romance, trust me my dear you will be honey infact you will be the one begging him to have sex with you, just remove that fear from your mind ok?

Zarat: ok, but it's still scary "she remembered her past action what has happened to her at last in that develish home"

"She is thinking…. Oh mom I have wronged you people and I pray to Allah to forgive you people for what I have done because that wasn't my fault it was the cause of that satanic boy Suley".

Mom: don't be scared, okay! You will thank me later. I promise, but before all that, the two of you need to perform to rakat and make Dua before having sex so Allah will bless your reunion, it's sunnah for every newly wedded couples in Islam.

Zara. ok, that's nice.

Mom: After your first night together, definitely going to weaken you and your husband, especially you, and there will be stains of blood on your bed sheet. It signifies he is the first man to make love to you, and that will always make him happy and even respect you.

 "Tears started to flow out of her eyes because she remembered the blood that was coming out of her under that day. So that means that satanic boy was the one that deflower her?"

Am your mother, I won't lie to you, trust me, when you and your husband frequently have sex, you willl began to love sex, also you must never deny your husband for sex, if you do so, the angesl will be cursing you throughout that night.

Mom: ahh ummi, but what if am not in the mood for sex, or what is if am tired?

Mom: if your husband is an understanding man, he will say no problem, but if he keeps demanding, you have to give him, once you both begin with foreplay, you will definitely be in the mood, trust me. Even my dad, he will wake me in the middle of the night and say he is in the mood, like a day before yesterday, I have no choice but to satisfy him. If your husband is a romantic guy like they way your dad was, my dear you will enjoy him, also you have to be wearing sexy clothes shorts short, half gown, even bra and pants in the house, allow him to see his gift from Allah anytime, make him eat before you eat, be a romantic wife, don't be tying wrapper up and down in the house, let him see all those shapes of yours, it will always ginger him, am I making sense?

Zara: Ohh yes. Go on mom

Mom: but the most sacrifice a woman must always give is, tolerance, patience, obedience, at times your husband might be angry, or the two of you may have misunderstanding, even be shouting at you for something, please I beg you don't shout back, never shout back at your husband even if he is at fault, be quiet when he speaks, obey him, allow him to say his mind, and learn to say this magical words even if your husband is wrong, don't say it, even what you didn't do still apologize, but when he calm down you can now meet him, talk to him gently, and explain you weren't at fault, you can now leave, definitely if he is a responsible man he will feel bad and apologize back, he will even try to make it up to you, always put your husband in prayer, everyday and night, make Dua for him, for Allah to continue blessing your marriage, your husband at work, hmmmm? Be the woman he had always pray for, when he is about to go to work, dress for him, give him a kiss before he go to work, when he got back from work, welcome him with a hug and kiss him, collect his back and undress him, tell him to go and shower and come and have his food because you have cook his favorite, if he comes to work with sad face, don't trouble him, don't disturb him with questions, let him calm down, he will later open up to you, during the weekend, always make weekend amazing for him, most importantly always obey him, be a supportive wife, encourage him when is down, support him when he is about to make a choice, most importantly praise him when he wanted you to, am I making sense?

Zara: yes mom, thanks so much, this really means a lot.

Mom: You are always welcome. But never and ever underestimate your in-laws because they are for you and you are for them and always respect them.

Even if your husband agrees to have another wife don't take it as something of a crime but share your ideas with him. If your idea can't conquer his heart then give glad tidings to Allah because it's Sunnah and not the pride of being a materialistic woman in your husband's home.

Or will you refuse your husband to marry another wife?

Zara: Oh Mom for such a thing I can't deny my husband not to marry a second wife .

Mom: That's a good idea and never argue with him when he is angry please my daughter. Is too late now so have a sleep tomorrow my dear.

Zara: Thank you mom. Jazakallahu khairan. Salamu Alaikum.

Mom: Walaikum salam good night.

"Her mom opened the door and left Zara started crying because of what she had done with her previous Ex boy till sleeping over took her".

("You this man, you still read this chapter, anyway hope you enjoy it?")

When daybreak Zara missed Salat Al fajr so she got up fast in other to pray it 

After her prayers she got a call from her Mallam who used to teach them the Quran.

She hurriedly bathed and told her mom about the calling of her Mallam, and her mom agreed to let her go but to be careful on the way.

When she got there she did Taslim and he responded to her then she entered.

Mallam. Zaratu, you are welcome for my call. 

Zara. Shukra Mallam.