Inside the Mind Over Matter was an infinite loop of the mind's darkest, deepest, memory. It scarred in front of John the memories of Damon, from their youngest times to their last touch.
His entire lifetime was his darkest and most painful memory.
From an early age, John's original name was Aaron. He lost his mother and his father was a lord of a large land. His father remarried a woman who was the mother of his younger sister. The woman was always angry at him, she would often scold John for anything, and would even resort to hurting the young boy.
But John loved his sister regardless. Whatever he had, was also his sister's. His meals, his clothes, his pets, his everything. But then when he reached academy, he met another boy who was the heir to the throne.
As his family was one of the vassals of the crown, John was loyal to the prince. They became close until John eventually found the single thing that he didn't want to share with his sister.