[Adrian Gojo POV]
For 5 days now, I have been trying to control and generate cursed energy.
Cursed energy is born from negative emotions, like sadness and anger...
These negative feelings are common in human society, so almost everyone has cursed energy, although it seems easy.
It's not easy at all.
'Damn I still can't generate cursed energy' I thought.
N/A: "Adrian Gojo, has a lot of cursed energy because he is from the Gojo clan and has the Six Eyes...the only problem is that he doesn't have the way to control and manifest that energy..."
I thought it would be easier, but I was wrong.
My lineage and enormous amounts of cursed energy made it difficult to control.
I'll be honest, I'm extremely frustrated and anxious.
I made little progress.
It was already seven o'clock at night, and I decided to finish my training for the day.
But first, I decided to check the traps I had made for small animals.
Going near the lake, I see a small hole in the ground.
Going into it I see my food, a Rabbit.
I really feel bad for the rabbit.
I'm sorry, but I'm hungry,' I thought.
I take the rabbit and cover the hole in the ground with leaves...to have my next meal.
Arriving at a small hut, made of small logs and leaves...
I summoned my Zanpakutō Ebonīraito.
And I tried the Blade of Light skill.
Something I discovered these days, was that instead of Reiatsu.
My Zanpakutō works with cursed energy.
Maybe because Reiatsu and Cursed Energy are pretty much the same thing?
I think so.
Although I can't control Cursed Energy yet.
Using my Zanpakutō Ebonīraito, I can at least send the minimum amount of energy into it, although it is little.
Getting close to the fire, I put my sword close to the dry branches.
Generating fire.
Without further delay I prepared my dinner...
...
20 days later.
Already 25 days have passed since I have been in training.
I haven't managed to control and generate my cursed energy.
But I believe that with time, I definitely will.
I haven't tried to use my Six Eyes yet, because I still don't control the cursed energy.
Currently I am training with my Zanpakutō Ebonīraito.
Doing repetitive movements.
Side cuts, stabs, vertical cuts...
I feel the connection between me and the sword getting stronger and stronger...
I also use Lightblade daily, I feel my control improving even if minimal.
*ZIIIM* ZUUSH*PAAH*
Sounds of my movements echoed in the forest.
When I felt chills on my back.
I turned around and spotted a Wolf.
*AGHHH* It growled at me and immediately ran towards me.
Looking at him coming, I felt nervous and anxious.
After all I have never fought anyone, imagine fighting a wolf? Madness.
But I stood firm and took a deep breath.
Soon after I also ran towards the animal.
The wolf tried to bite me, but I sidestepped it.
*AUGHHH* It roared and again came forward.
I didn't dodge this time, I went for it with my sword.
I activated the Blade of Light.
Soon my Zanpakutō Ebonīraito got light around his Blade.
I aimed towards the Wolf's neck.
*ZIINH* Sounded the Blade
Seeing the danger the animal, tried to dodge but was struck though not in the neck...He suffered a cut on his back.
He weakened from the wound.
After a few minutes of battle with the wolf.
I heard a sound, which filled me with panic and determination.
*AAAUUUU*
*AAAUUUUUUH*
*UUUUUHHHHH*
4 wolves came.
I tried to remain calm, but they immediately advanced towards me.
I firmly grabbed my Sword and killed the wounded Wolf.
...
When I turned around, I received a bite on the leg.
Striking the animal, I found myself extremely wounded.
My foot hurt but I still kept a firm grip on my legs.
All four jumped at once in my direction.
I was wounded and the only thought I had was:
"I won't survive".
But I immediately ignored the feeling of helplessness and weakness along with fear.
And steadily I advanced towards the animals...
When I felt something inside me.
A feeling of calm and hope...
All the tension was gone.
I started to feel something growing stronger and bigger.
My eyes sparkled and my Zanpakutō trembled with excitement.
I looked at the wolves that were in slow motion coming towards me.
I wielded it with force and shouted:
"Blade of Light"
*ZIIIMN*
The light, in the form of a white crescent, shot out towards the animals.
*BOOOM*
Right after hearing the noise I fainted.
While I was passed out my body started to heal itself at high speed and my eyes returned to normal.
My cursed energy helped my body.
My eyes soon returned to normal.