I'm still frozen with the cellphone that I gripped tightly. I feel really bad now.
Right after my team's game won, someone texted me.
The unknown number continued to berate me for feeling I didn't deserve to be included in every team game by Aro.
At first I thought I should stay away from Aro, but Paijo says she doesn't want me to limit myself to friends just because she's jealous. So I'm still good friends with Aro even though I don't want to pick up the phone anymore.
The owner of the number that called me said, "I'm just always slowing down the team's pace, I always make my colleagues spend a lot of energy and waste a lot of time protecting Srikandi.
I understand that everything the owner of the number said is true.
My ability compared to my teammates is indeed the lowest. But after all I've tried hard to win that fight or at least not make it difficult for my teammates.