"Ha were am I?"
I ask with much confusion in my voice pondering to myself were exactly I ended up.
I look around and all that was before me was nothing but darkness for as far as the eye can see, I feel as if was been embrace by a cold touch.
The feeling itself was like sinking, in a never ending sea, maybe I was sinking, after all, my entire body feel as if was been embrace by a cold liquid all over.
Days, weeks, month went by, or maybe just a couple seconds, honestly speaking I had no idea since my mind was getting more numb the further I sink.
Time itself was becoming a distance memory I couldn't feel anything, and slightly after, I couldn't hear anything either, it was almost as if the further I sank the more blank I become.
Time went on as usual, completely ignoring my existence, the months continues while the darkness just became more profoundly over the year's, centuries, millenniums, eon that I have spent here.
Meanwhile I sank further into a merciless abyss, I started to realize I was missing something, what was I missing? I thought to myself, but no matter how hard I try I couldn't figure out what I was missing.
So time continue to flow, at this point and time all I could feel was my right hand and left eye, everything else has completely shut down on me.
It was obvious I was near death, or you may even say I was very close to it.
I barley came into this world and I was already knocking on death doors, what did my life even meant in the end.
I wonder to myself, at this point and time I began to question my own existence.
"Was my way of living really the right way?"
"Am I really an indifferent monster?"
"Was I perhaps too strict on myself?"
"Was my birth a mistake?"
"Was I even a good person?"
An it was at that moment that I began realizing what I was missing, it was something so simple, but yet I failed to see it for what it truly was.
It was at this very time and moment that I began to realize what I was missing, but saddest part about this whole situation was the fact that I have come to realize what I truly wanted, after it was too late because soon after I started to lose consciousness.
The last words I could utter to myself inside my mind before fading away completely was.
"I don't want to be alone anymore, I-I-I don't want to die alone."
And before I know it I began to slowly loose consciousness, completely relinquishing my life to fate.
Just waiting for what is to come, what will happen to me if I die a second time
I ponder to myself.
But knowing that answer will never come I began to wonder how did everything came to this, why am I always alone, and that when I realize, I was never truly alone no! I chose this life, I chose this miserable way of living, I chose to be alone.
No one was at fault at all, no one but me of course.
So with all this regret I had pile up I leave my destiny in the capable hands of fate.
And just when I was about to block out, I began to hear a distance voice call out to me.
"It took you 5000 years for you to realize that."
"Why must you always be the person who suffers."
"Truly it's beyond me, fair not though your desire reach out to me, even when you are in a different world."
I open my eyes, trying to to fight the urge to fall asleep, my one remaining eye stare off into my the distance.
And for the first time in eons, I bare witness to the first sign of life, but due to how tired I was mentally, it was blurry, but someone was definitely there.
Shades of bright green and blue enter my field of vision slightly.
By instinct I began to ask what was this in my mind.
"Who are you?"
I ask with my all, it appears this entity was in my head, so I hope and pray it heard me.
And just like I hope for I got a response shortly after, I ask who or what it was, the answer both surprised and confused me.
"You know who I am, I am the lore that brought you happiness in your former life."
"The lore that brought me happiness?"
I repeated slowly as I fail to understand what this mean, and completely bewildered by the fact I ask once more.
"I don't understand, I ask who are you really?"
"Worry not child of man, you came here for power, and power you will receive, but remember this isn't a tool you can use like other, this is more of shackle than anything else."
Upon those words I started to gained full control over my body, once more I went from dying and blankness to refresh and reborn.
With my vision returning, my eye finally bore witness to the person speaking to me, in a giant sea lay a giant woman's clad in white dress that hide her legs, her hair is blue as the ocean, her eyes shines brilliant green.
Her beautiful skin is as pale as mines, the many vines surrounded her, her aura was ethereal in every sense of the word.
I watch as she continues to speak to me as she said.
"Like all previous wielders of this power none has truly master it, rise third successor, grab onto to thy power and strike down the wicked."
After she said the I watch as she slowly open her mouth revealing the hilt of a swords, my eyes glares at the hilt that emerge from her mouth.
The blade hilt itself beckon me to grab onto it, something about the blade just flows with me it was alluring, something about it was majestic, something about it was ethereal.
I watch it in awe, as I began to hear voice in my head once more.
"Take the power of your predecessor, and strike the darkness they fail to slay, this power wasn't created to protected others, no! this power is the conclusion of all things, rise young Author and carry the will of the fallen kings before you, take the blade that can kill even the gods and rid this world of it's impurities, because after this one is destroyed, our will be next, rise Author Pendragon Ragnarok is near, you have been warn."
Upon saying that I watch as the hilt coming from her mouth began to glow, the urge to wield it also grow within me, I swam toward it my right hand grab it and I slowly pulled it out of her mouth.
Upon pulling it out, vision of someone else life began to play in my head.
I am in battle field corps are all around me, many building were on fire, scream of mother and children play like a fatal requiem to the ear.
I am now in house, I watch as woman and man was mounting each other, enjoying the pleasure of flesh, their morns reach my ears, but not only theirs but so many other within the establishment, it was like I was in a brothel of sorts.
I then switch to a place that was filled with many people, all of them trying to lift a sword from a stone, Clarent a name I was too familiar with, I watch onward many tried but failed.
My vision switch once more, this time I was in a forest butt naked, a beautiful woman that had plants over her embrace me, slowly taking her clothes off and what I saw can only be considered as R-18.
And the last vision I saw was a man an another fighting to the death, all I could do was hide in fear, I watch my hand they were tiny, almost as if I was a child once more, an that was when it ended, my eyes shone a bright purple then a bright and ethereal blue.
And when I came to the sword that beckon me reveal itself, it was a katana, the blade itself was pure black, the hilt was red and had a western dragon carved on it, while ancient writing, that shine blue from time to time.
And a strange power, flow through me what was this I began to wonder? but I was soon knocked out of my illusion, as I began to hear the giant woman began to speak.
"The sword of Epilogue: Excalibur, a legendary blade forge from the origin of all things for that very reason it can disrupt the origin of creation itself this is the power of Excalibur."
I gaze upon the legendary blade in awe, so much so, I was in a trance I turn to the lady as I ask.
"Who are you?"
"I am the one who swim in the sea of creation, the lady of lake Nyaphami."
And after hearing her name drowsyness over take me once more as I felt unconscious my hand holding tightly unto Excalibur.