Morning 7:00
A sudden screaming sound says, "Wake up, otherwise stay home today".
Oh my god! It feels like heaven to have such a great deal awaiting you to fall again in sleep, but the thing that keeps you far from heaven is love. Something even better than heaven.
"Ya mom, Just a couple of minutes", but a phrase that triggered my senses is: I have to reach the stop by 7:30.
Holy shit that sucks man! Someone is half the way in their dreams and is forced to head back home.
Anyway, Soon after reaching home Janvi had to prepare to leave her home to go to another home.
Ah god! I swear if I had any magical pot to peak in to see him, I would be staying home for the entire week. But all those exist in fiction so heading back to life I had to rush as a gamer rushing on a squad of enemies. Ran towards the bus stop and saw the bus waiting for me.
"Thank god! All efforts came to a good result."
And this sleepyhead got on swinging in sleepiness and again dreams of her prince.
Reaching school rushed to the class and that rushed morning came to disappoint me as I saw that Shivansh was absent.
This incident gave me nothing but a thought, "Am I failing in love or falling in it..."
I was completely upset for the whole day as I didn't had my reason due to which I came to school.
Ignoring and nodding off to all the things my friends said and being busy in my own world, Staring at the things we did together like the soft board which we both decorated or the cupboard which we cleaned everyday.
I had a thought that I failed because, I wasn't in my senses when I knew that he wasn't around. I think I failed because I was missing him so badly that I wasn't ready to be happy without him. I never spent the whole day with him but just a view of him made my day.
But then, I concluded that I may haven't failed, I may have fallen in love over and over again.
As I was not missing him, I was missing myself when we were far away. I wasn't sad, but I wasn't that happy either.
So I think that I am falling in love, not failing in it.
Then again a voice screams, "Sleep now idiot, I am not going to wake you up tomorrow!"