Maria sat on her bed, hugging her pillow tightly as tears streamed down her face. She didn't mean for it to go like this, she just wanted to confirm how Oliver really felt about her and now she wished she had kept things the way they were. Oliver didn't like her and she had blurted out how she really felt about him.
"I messed up real bad." Maria muttered into her pillow.
The twinge she felt in her chest was building up. More tears poured out of her eyes like a waterfall. She lay on the bed in a fetal position and shut her eyes tight as she snuggled with the pillow. Even though it seemed impossible, Maria hoped that things would go back to the way it was before she had completely messed it up. It didn't matter if Oliver was using her as a way to get over Kenna, as long as he was by her side and she was able to hold him in her arms, then she was fine with that. Maria uttered a sigh and wiped her teary eyes and cheeks.
