Have you ever felt the battle of mind and heart? While your mind strikes the arrows your heart shields itself and fights back with its own set of arrows. It's a painful dance. Your fight within yourself.
Everything around me is a complete blur, my ears tune out the excited voices and my eyes focus on the male in front of me. All I can see; all I can feel is him. He stands tall, eyes focused on mine not making a move. I watch him showing nothing on my face but inside me, I burn with need.
I longed for him and my wish has been granted yet my pain doesn't seem to subside. I feel like I am caged without a choice. My heart is happy that he is here yet my mind reminds me of his actions. How do I win this?
Deimos takes a step forward breaking me from my trance and I immediately take a step behind. He watches my action glaring at my feet and back into my eyes. As he prepares to take another step forward, I put my hand up, palm facing towards him.