"Put me down." I order Deimos, I want to run before he can see my weakness to him. I want to hide.
"We are almost there, mate." He replies not listening to what I said.
"Now!" I almost scream to him yet he pays no heed to my words. Slowly opening the door to my room, he finally let's go of me. Not giving him another glance, I head to my balcony, I can't breathe. I need her… I need nature. My hands are shaking as I hold the railings for support.
I feel him behind me in an instant as he puts his nose to my hair taking in a deep whiff.
"What happened mate? Weren't you having fun?" Weren't you having fun?" He asks me gently. My eyes widen to his tone. He has talked this way to me for the first time. I keep quiet not saying a word. I am scared my dam will break free. I am scared to be vulnerable in front of him.
"Talk to me, mate." He tries to make me open up to him. After a short time of silence, I question him.
"Why her?" I ask him.
