Ivan
There's something very wrong with me.
I've experienced this mindset, but the conditions weren't the same. This is the man I needed to be when I was a Marine. I was never this bad, even when I remember my time as an Alpha. I'm not the guy with an on/off switch, but I'd taught myself to lock away my empathy and emotion when facing the enemy. War isn't the same as fighting rogues; keeping those lines separate is important.
Except now I can't flip the manmade switch.
Was the answer simple? Was it Barakael? It would be easier if it was, but I don't feel him. He's not there like he was the last time, driving me mad. Should I check if that black hole in my consciousness is still there? Or should I press the panic button now?
"Sorry to interrupt the party!" Leviathan declared when he opened the double doors of a grand hall, stunning many people. Everyone froze, and the music stopped, leaving us in silence. "But, my master can't wait until tomorrow."
