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Chapter 289 - Stupid fear

Ivan

"Stupid, stupid, stupid!" I growl to myself. How could I let this happen? 

God fucking damn it!

I hadn't let Naomi stay on the top floor because of security or to be merciful. I'd done it because I'm an arrogant asshole who wanted to show her I wasn't scared of her. Of all the dark paths I'd taken in the last year, she was the one that threatened to end me. Not because of the risk of dying but because I didn't want to come back from it. Every time I drowned in the sensation of pleasant oblivion, I blocked out the pain a little more. 

Nefera's pain.

I'm a fucking liar. Naomi scared the living hell out of me. I was afraid that even though I had no desire for what she had, I'd find myself back there. That all of this was a drug-induced dream I'd wake up from. Goddess, this is how Nefera felt the first day we met. She'd been worried I was a dream and that she'd wake up back in hell. I'd told her I was real, and she wasn't going anywhere. 

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