He got up and started unbuttoning his shirt. He took off the shirt in an instant while her eyes moved all over his toned muscles and well built body. She couldn't help but wonder, when did he even had the time to build his body like this, she never saw him going to gym. But after all she stepped into his life a few months ago. Then his unzipped his pants and took it off, leaving behind in boxers. He came over her again, and their passionate kiss once again heated up.
He leaned lower to cherish her breasts, nibbling, biting and sucking them. While she couldn't help to control her moans. The feeling was new, but indeed leading her to ecstasy. Then he started placing kisses on her belly, and then discarded her panties while looking at her, who was now in extreme need to be touched at the right spot. He kissed her sensitive part, making small movements with his tongue. He spread her legs apart and tasted her like his meal while her eyes roll back and she held the sheets tightly as the pleasure coming into her was overbearing. She couldn't help but bite her own lips from the fire ignited in her, when his fingers slide in her core. He came again on top of her, his one hand doing magic down there, other pulling her breasts while he hold her lips.
In a moment, he came out of his boxers and she felt something teasing on her core. While he held her gaze, promising things she never wondered. Slowly he moved into her and she lost her control. Pain ran through her veins to her brain and hitting her core like a hammer, which has ripped her open apart. Before she could scream, he out his hand on her mouth.
"Relax, let your body accept it. Ignore the pain and look into my eyes. I love you!" He whispered into her face while tears ran down her cheeks.
He took her into a kiss again to divert her attention. Despite making his efforts she felt pain, but it was not in vain. The pain reduced, and pleasure took over. And they both didn't realized how much their bodies beared each other after that.
The remaining night was spent in each other's arms, while his hands roamed in her hair to make her relax.
"Are you happy?" He asked her while she was close to his chest.
"Hmm" she replied.
"You know what I'm more happy than you, I don't after now we'll ever be able to see each other or not but I will always love you Alaya. You don't deserve me, you deserve better than me and I promise from now on you will lead your life on your own, I know you'll be happy without me, and I'll be happy to see you happy" he said but realized that she was sleeping. He smiled seeing her sleep peacefully. She looked more beautiful in sleep.
He adored and silently cried, watching her.
Morning came, and the weather was very cloudy after the heavy rain last night. She opened her eyes, which were little heavy, and felt the jolt of pain in her lower part. She looked on her side, and didn't find the sight of Gerard. She wrapped the rug around her body and tried to get up. There was a coffee mug placed on the table with a side note. She picked up the coffee and took a sip while holding the note in her other hand.
"Please drink this whole coffee, it will sooth your muscles and you will not feel much pain, I'm going as I promised. Now you're free, I returned your freedom. Live your life as you want and continue your passion. I'm taking some your paintings as memories, i hope you don't mind. And forgive me if your heart ever let you. I love you Alaya always remember that. Please take a good care of yourself, you can go to your parents too. Love you always,
Gerard" it read.
She became stiff at the moment and she didn't know what to react or how to react. He abandoned her! He abandoned her the moment she realized that she can live with him, happily. He left her when she already started to accept him. He was gone the moment, she thought that she can spend her life with him. He was nowhere when she started to adore him, and started to trust him with all she had. She broke into tears and cried. Her heart ached more than the pain she was suffering. When she finally thought that she can have a happy ending with him, he left her. Tears flowed through her eyes like water. She lost all her remaining energy and she didn't know for much time she cried.
A while later, she stood up and went to washroom, to wash herself. She took a bath and dressed herself in the clothes which were placed there in wardrobe for her. She relaxed a bit but her heart was aching. The coffee was cold now. She held the note in her hand and was collecting her belongings when there was a knock on her door. For a moment she thought that it could be him. And she ran to the door to open it. But her smile faded at the sight.
"Mam your driver has arrived" it was one of the hotel staff which informed her. And once again tears formed and she started crying. She picked up her purse and got out of the door.
She found the familiar driver, who used to work for them in the lobby. He guided her the way to the car and then opened the car door for her. She sat silently in the back seat.
He started the car, and it went away only leaving the sight of the hotel where he left her. Her eyes didn't gave up and tears kept flowing uncontrollably. The driver gave her the tissue box as a gesture, and she took the box in disbelief. But her heart was like someone has stabbed in it. The pain was nowhere to disappear and she was scared at the thought that he left her, whom she started to accept as husband.