We played for a few rounds before Aunty Ma said it was dinner time. We had a very joyous dinner filled with laughter and happiness. All the food was my favourite so I ate quite a lot. After dinner, it was time for Ze Yu to leave so I decided to see him out. We walked to his car in silence. His car was parked just outside my house.
Before Ze Yu entered his car he turned around and looked at me saying, "Hui Qing did you have a thought about what I said before?" he asked as I looked away sheepishly. He walked in front of me and bent his head to a certain degree so that it looked as if he was looking at me instead. "Mhm?" he gestured as I looked away and replied "Maybe,". Ze Yu laughed and replied, "It's a yes or no answer sweetie?" "Sweetie?" I questioned whilst raising my eyebrows. "Yes sweetie, do you not like it?" He asked. "No," I shook my head in reply. "I mean I do prefer calling you babe or baby. But that would need a certain somebody to agree first," he teased as I blushed.
"Well going back to my question, is it a yes or no?" He mumbled. "Yes," I whispered. "What did you just say? I didn't quite catch it," he teased. I know he heard me. Ze Yu has excellent hearing skills. "I already said it. It's not my fault if you didn't hear it,". Ze Yu laughed heartily. I just noticed but he looks really cute whenever he laughs, his dimples show making him look cuter than he is.
"So, do you like me?" Ze Yu asked. "Maybe," I replied cheekily. "Yes or no," Ze Yu asked solemnly. I signed and replied, "I'm not sure. I think so,". He looked so happy and shouted "Yes!" I laughed at him as he danced around happily. He can be such a goofball sometimes.
"So what do we do now?" He asked. "Well normal people would date, wouldn't they? But I don't know if I want to date you," I explained. "Wait, what do you mean? I thought you liked me," he muttered looking crestfallen. "I'm not sure if I love you but there is some sort of attraction towards you," I explained. "Ok, so that's not too bad. You like me. That's all I need to hear," acknowledged Ze Yu.
"How about we try dating for a month and see where that goes?" He asked. "Um, but aren't you afraid the media will catch on? I just broke up the engagement with Qi Yan as well. They will try to figure out the real reason why we ended things. You and I won't be able to go on proper restaurant dates or do anything public. Your reputation might fall if the media catches on. They will probably think you were the third party," I explained.
Ze Yu looked at me seriously before saying, " I don't mind if we can't go on public dates. I don't care if the media catches word. I don't care about any of that. All I know is that I'm finally able to date the woman I've been in love with since I was 12,". Since he was 12??? Damn, he's liked me for that long? How did I never realise? But how did he never lose feelings?
"So what do you say?" Ze Yu asked. "Let's try for a month before making it public okay?" I asked as he nodded. "This feels as if we are secretly dating. I like this," he muttered as I laughed. "Babe," he stated. "Mhm?" I asked. "I can't believe you are finally mine," Ze Yu muttered. He is too cute. "Baby you're too cute. At times like this aren't we meant to celebrate with a kiss?" I remarked.
Ze Yu leaned towards me and gently kissed my forehead. "No, not like this," I stated before moving to kiss him on the lips. His teeth gave way allowing my tongue to slip into his mouth. I continued kissing him as my tongue moved around in his mouth. We broke off the kiss as Ze Yu tried to breathe. Was I too forward? I forgot he hadn't kissed before. "Are you ok? Can you breathe?" I probed as he nodded. Then he proceeded to look at me with those eyes which only made me want to kiss him more. I want to tease him so badly. But I could only control myself. Today is our first time kissing.
"You should probably go back home now. It's getting late. Drive safely, " I ordered as Ze Yu nodded and got into his car. I watched his car drive off before going back inside.