The party ended quite quickly and soon the only people left in the villa were my parents, my grandparents, my brothers, Zhao Ru Yu's parents and grandparents, Song Ze Yu and Qi Yan. Jun Jie had been placed to sleep in the nursery. We were planning to stay the night here and return home tomorrow. I sat on my bed and signed. Today was very stressful, and the fact that nothing much happened was annoying. Imagine when Jun Jie has his 1-year-old party. So much trouble. I could never have kids.
I got up from my bed and proceeded to walk to the bathroom. I needed a quick bath and then some sleep. I stepped out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around my body. "What the hell," I screamed as I noticed someone sitting on my bed. Song Ze Yu turned his head to look at me and I noticed his face had turned red. "Sorry," he mumbled whilst getting out of my room. Why was his face red? To be honest I don't even want to know.
I thought I had locked the door. I swear I did. How did he even come in?
I quickly got changed and opened the door to see him standing outside. Now that I was looking at him carefully it seems he got taller 3 years ago. He was always taller than me, but now it seems more obvious. I wonder how tall he is now. I wonder what Ah Lin would look like if he was still alive. Probably just like Song Ze Yu. I mean they are identical twins (Triplets with Song Ze Lian).
"What do you want?" I asked standing at the door. "Hui Qing we need to talk," he exclaimed. "No we don't," I mumbled while closing the door. In a split second, he opened the door and pushed me inside whilst locking the door. He pushed me towards the wall leaning in on me. If anyone saw us in this position they would think something wrong and improper. "What are you doing," I shouted whilst pushing him off me. I turned back towards him as there was no way I was showing him my blushing face.
"Sorry about that," he whispered, "But desperate times call for desperate measures,". What the hell did he mean? "What desperate times," I questioned staring at him. "You won't even look at me for these past few weeks let alone talk to me. I want to talk to you," he explained as I laughed. "We have nothing to talk about," I retorted, "Although I haven't fully recovered my memories but, I remember a lot of things regarding Song Ze Lin and what you did,". "Hui Qing sometimes not everything you see is the actual truth," he muttered.
"Then maybe start by telling everything. No one tells me anything. It's so annoying. You acted as Ah Lin for three years. Did you not think I would find out the truth, one day? All of you guys thought it was better for me not to know he died, but did anyone ask me what I wanted? No! All of you guys just did what you thought was right for me. But was it the best option? No! I didn't even get to see him for the last time," I screamed whilst hitting him.
Song Ze Yu used his fingers to gently brush the tears from my eyes whilst hugging me tightly. I gently sobbed in his arms and it sort of brought a lot of memories back to me. We used to be so close, where exactly did everything go wrong? "You finally said all of these things. It would help if you hadn't kept these thoughts all bothered up," he whispered whilst soothing me.
"I'm sorry for everything I did," he muttered as I pulled myself away from him. I laughed and muttered, "What's the point now? Ah Lin won't come back alive anymore and apparently, it has already been 4 years since his death,". "I mean if it helps just pretend I'm Ah Lin. I mean we are identical twins. Nobody could tell us apart," he suggested as I looked at him weirdly. "What do you mean? You and Ah Lin is two different people. How could I ever imagine you guys as one person? You will never be him. And also, you do realised I love Ah Lin. I could never treat you like him," I announced.
He shook his head and laughed whilst whispering, "But I don't mind. I have liked you since we were kids,". My eyes widen as I looked at him weirdly whist shouting, "WHAT?".