Sure it was bold of me to say that which I chose to bury, but now that those words had finally been let out of my mouth, I felt more like a failure than a brave person. It was the one past that I chose to bury behind me, how I wish this day would have never come.
"There's no reason to feel ashamed of it," Nelson says as he takes my hand. "We've all had something difficult to tell another, and I don't blame you for it." He said.
I let go and walk up to Jason and Daniel who know knowing that the cat is now out of the bag remained silent.
"As I thought, you did this for me. But brother, this wasn't what I wanted, did you stand to consider how your family would feel, mother, and even me, it's my curse, I'll deal with it myself."
To Daniel, I wasn't sure what to say to him nor how to feel. "Daniel," I called out to him.
"You don't have to say anything. You're predictable remember, that face of yours says it all. Just go." He said.