Everything felt different. Mostly when He was around, She wonders how her heart has mended so fast like that. And as to now she barely remembered james evolving in her life
She was worried sometimes as she hasn't really known him well enough to start having these thoughts. But one thing for sure is that everytime she was with him her heart was at peace.
"What if, he is just like other guys?!
This question was eating her time after time
Her desire was to have that one right person for the rest of her life.
She can't afford again to break her own trust.
If it is possible for her to wait then she could do it than being left broken.
Her attention is always on the way he smiles at her, she can't resist but smiling back.
Everytime she thinks about him. her heart skips some beats and she become filled with a wide smile.
"Should i tell him lik-e ,No, No No No! "
"like how on earth can i start telling him that"
"Jeez!" what's wrong with me,
she continuously had self conversations and hit her forehead with her hands in disappointment.
"Agh! What is happening" She thought of herself
"Wake up, xandra wake up!"
"Aaaagh! She shook her head and slightly slapped her cheeks
"wake up!"
***
Minutes later She saw a New Text Popping up
"Hey!" Nick
"Hi" She replied
"Are you coming?"
"The food is becoming cold"He insisted
"And the last and most important thing is i am starving here huh!" He insisted with his laughing emojis
She smiled after reading that text from him, and what was next now is what to reply!
i mean it was a simple text but she thought on her mind like million times , on what to tell him just to avoid exposing herself being easy on him"
She typed and deleted over and over till she ended up sending "soon, i will be there" and hid her head with her hands with what she had come up with
"Jeez" She was disappointed on her weird thoughts
She couldn't just tell what she was just feeling right now.
It was like a burning sensation inside of her heart to see him again. She found herself wanting it the most.
Was like an electric shock that triggered her. Not knowing how she woke up, she just found herself dressed up and ready for the drive.
"Mom! you look gorgeous!" Juliana Stared at her excitingly!
"Thank you!" She replied while fixing her left earring and her head wrap around her curly hairs.
"Are you having a date tonight" Juliana bragged anxiously.
"Shhhh" She mumerred while blushing with her smile..
"just a business meeting ,you know " She blushed again.
"really? a business meeting at night?" She bursted out of laughter.
"come on you know am not a kid" Juliana insisted
"i will tell you when am back.."
"Tell mum that i will be back soon "She insisted
"ow-key hahah!" Juliana chuckled so hard seeing her in not settling
"I mean you look so beautiful in that dress " Juliana insisted and her words started to make her anxious about it.
"Have i.... like.. " She thought of herself not finishing her own questions.
"OMG! you better be kidding"She murmured while picking her keys and leave her maid with plastered laughter.
She was simple but classic her headwrap was stylishly wrapped on her head leaving a small bunch of shiny hairs from the top and just little of them hanging on her forehead.
On her way to Nick's home she found herself formulating words and conversations in her mind. It wasn't an easy day, she was not sure of what was about to happen.
"Breath in " iiim..!
"And breath out" Mmm..!
She tried to calm herself from an anxiety that she was having.