I've never been this close to the end. I was walking but didn't want to arrive. I was running but not seeing him again scared me.
I have never felt so powerless. Cesur's absence seemed to destroy me. While any emotion I felt for him was enough to keep me afloat, his presence turning into a senseless vapor was not the kind of thing I could handle.
Why did I love him? Why did I hate him? If not, did all this really matter? For better or for worse, being without him frightened me madly, when he was the owner of all my feelings.
Brave's seemingly endless strength was now exhausted, and he was quietly withdrawing. I was at his door with the first light of day. I was going to punch the door until my hands shattered.
Even if I hadn't slept at all, I would keep my eyes open until I found it. I didn't care about the raven and his endless grudges. The helplessness I felt right now was real. The despair of not seeing Cesur was the most painful of all for me.
