Everything around me just keeps spinning. It won't stop but I hope it could like it was before. Before I found out your secret. You always say people never change but i want to believe in you so bad. I will believe in you even if it hurts. I will believe you'll snap and promise before it's too late. You even promise you will change. I want to believe in your words.
It's weird to hear you say it now that you can change even when you wholeheartedly believed no one changes. I know I changed for the what I thought was the best. I changed so it wouldn't be too late. I worry and worry over again.
I worry when I see you reach for your phone, I worry when you walk out of the room and I cannot see your phone. I know. I know well enough this, the new me may never change. I worry even more that even though you say you changed and let's say you do like I want to believe in you. My heart will ache and pound nervously because it doesn't believe it because your words of "People do not change," are so strong and you held them to be so true.
Although my heart will always hurt, always hurt, I will force my mind to believe in you.