Chapter 69 - you're my father?

"Don't ever apologize damn it! I'm not sure what you're saying is sincere! You act so presumptuous! It broke me and now I still want to see myself broken even more! I know I was wrong, I was too blind for love and hurt your heart. Then you retaliated by tarnishing my good name and destroying my pride, you made my whole kingdom ridiculed by many people. You made my father feel ashamed. You made me hate my own son, if you really want to make me suffer. At least make me your livestock! only me! Don't bring up anything else Felix! I don't hate you, I just hate what you did to my family!