The night has come, all day I chose to sleep and just let time run as it was. I don't want to think about the bad possibilities anymore, yeah. Now I can say that. But later, my mind will change again.
Yes, that's how humans cannot stand on their own thoughts. Especially since I don't have any life experience.
I ate the food that was in front of me with no appetite, I also intentionally dined tonight not with members of the royal family. I was very embarrassed to face them, when my presumptuous mouth said I would kill them.
What am I really thinking? why do I often lose control and regret my stupid words. Back to what happened this afternoon made me hit my head lightly. I'm like I'm not myself when I'm angry, like someone is controlling and I know that it's my ancestors. But, do they really get angry like that? I'm not sure either. I've never met my ancestors.
