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{still in new Orleans, still with my partner, all of my ex's keep track of my progress to see what I drop next....} with a head set on listening to Ambre Perkins Preach ft Kehlani as she looked out of the car window

Eula was lost in deep thoughts as she tried to picture what her new life would be like, she felt numerous emotions all at once.

{Tssh...} 20 years old Eula Noelie Orlean a freshman in the University of New Orleans, Eula sighed.

she should be happy, right that was what she wanted, only that things didn't go exactly as planned.

Eula grew up alone with her mom Lula Oli Orlean in Arizona Phoenix, her mom worked as a Teacher at the Estrella Middle School Arizona Phoenix. they had a nice house and a car, her mom treated her like a little princess but Eula always felt like something was missing "her Father" all her close friends in school had one so why doesn't she,

always pestering her mom with the same old questions {mom where is daddy, why doesn't he stay with us, our house is big enough for the three of us so why isn't he coming home, mom does my daddy not love me, I promise I would behave and I will study hard so daddy should come back now} with her constant crying Lula not knowing how to answer to all her questions would cry along with her.

she hadn't seen him in years, ever since she caught him cheating on her with her best friend whiles she was over 7 months pregnant for him, she was so angry that she had an early labour after three days of crying herself to sleep, when she gave birth, she never let him see the baby no matter how much he begged and after 4 months she took her baby and left that forsaken City for Arizona, Lula's maternal family resided there. at first Eula's father would call every day asking to see his child, they would video chat almost every day but when Eula turned 2, he stopped calling as frequently and over 5 months later she couldn't reach him, she thought something had happened to him so she tried contacting some person she knew in New Orleans that was when she found out he was getting married and that too to her best friend, she was totally shattered as she had thought he cared for her and her baby and was willing to return home to start a family with him

{tssh... }she sighed as that was only her wishful thinking

~

11 years passed and Lula was diagnosed with cancer and she died 3 years after. then 16 years old Eula moved in with her grand parents.

2 years later, on her 18th birthday, she received a package from her mom's lawyer friend, in it was a letter her mom wrote to her before she died. she told her that she was fine in where she was and asked her to behave responsibly as now she was an adult and to take her education seriously, she instructed her on other issues, a photo with an address on it's back was attached to the letter. Eula's eyes became teary, the man in the photo is her father, the person she desperately wanted to meet, now she had his address and phone number but she wasn't the least bit happy, instead she felt pain, she had to losse her mom in other to know her father, she felt bitter.

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Eula who was to turn 20 this year has decided to move back to New Orleans, she had contacted her father three months after her 18th birthday, he had come to visit her twice in Arizona and when she was to make her choice of college/University she wanted to attend, he had suggested to her the University of New Orleans with the reason being he wanted her to stay close by so as for them to build their father daughter relationship.

Eula wasn't excited to move because her whole life was here, the people she loved her family and all the memories of her mom was here in Arizona and she was even more remorseful when she knew he had married and had children, she didn't want to feel like an outsider, but he continued to urge her untill she accepted. Eula was given the admission into UNO

Three days to the beginning of the school's term, Eula left Arizona Phoenix and moved to New Orleans with the help of her uncle Kris Leo Orlean