Carramel's POV
Ever since last night, I've been very paranoid, it's like the beginning all over again. My anxiety is rising and I can't help the uneasiness in my stomach. Something keeps talking in my ear, telling me that today won't be what I want, but I try to ignore the thoughts, knowing it's only my anxiety messing with my head.
This morning when James got me up, I was terrified at the prospect of going to school. Even if no one has seen the girl in a few weeks, that's doesn't mean she can't suddenly appear and do all the things she promised to me.
I tried to tell James that I couldn't go back to school and I could just be a stay at home Luna and quit but he wasn't having it and neither was Jessie or Sloan. They told me I had to go to school since I missed so much and that I might regret letting my anxious thoughts and feelings get the best of me. And even though they were right, I wasn't a happy camper when I got into the car.
