It was still the chaotic room. Mike sat on the bed and stared at the wall in front of him. The wall was covered with white paper. On the paper they was all kinds of strange numbers, symbols, languages, and words both in Chinese and English.
His legs were shaking constantly, his teeth were biting his lip, Mike looked a little impatient, his hands were crossed, his two thumbs were constantly rubbing, the room was very quiet, giving a very depressed feeling.
The paper attached to the wall and scattered on the ground are Mike's masterpieces in the past two days. He hardly ever took a break. He recorded all the possibilities that appeared in his mind on these papers, and then searched for the most probable results. This is not the first time he has done this, but this time it made him feel irritable.
Because he has too little information, from the analysis of the known information to the present, Mike always feels that there is something wrong, but because of the lack of information, he cannot make more inferences, so far he has sixty percent of all the results obtained are irresponsible inferences and brainstorming and this also means that there is a sixty percent possibility in the future, which is not in his calculation and control. He hates this feeling very much which was very very disgusting...
To be honest, normal people can't achieve the level of Mike. Generally speaking, humans have a kind of self-protection when processing information, so as not to damage the brain due to the excessive amount of information, but Mike is a different kind of person.
This kind of self-protection is very weak, that is to say, his capacity for processing information is 7-10 times that of normal people. Normal people may only think that there are two or three possibilities for the same thing, but in Mike's head, There may be 20-30 possibilities, and this probability increases with the amount of information you are exposed to.
And Mike is not always like this. Everything he touches in his life will have this kind of situation, which means that his brain is always very, very active and he can't restrain himself. Endless imagination, this situation has been going on for more than ten years, if it wasn't for his strong will, he would have become a lunatic because this situation is a kind of torture for anyone, although he is no longer normal people.
It's not some magical talent or superpower, what Mike suffers from is a mental illness called 'low-risk depression'.
Mike knows that he has this disease, and he has tried all the treatments, but nothing gets better. It should be said that he feels more and more powerful. To be honest, the world is hell for him, because he is thinking about many things all the time. Everything that he has come into contact with, even the simple 1+2 is equal to 3, why human genes are only one more group than bananas, why bananas are not people, people are not bananas, etc.
He will think over and over again, looking for the so-called 'Answer' and it was because of this relationship that he was reluctant to leave his room.
But living in this society, you have to be in touch with the society, even if Mike wants to lock himself in the room forever, it is impossible, so gradually he learned a kind of self-protection, and it is a very exaggerated one practice, and he did it.
The trembling legs stopped, and the hands that had been folded were separated.
Mike raised his right hand and stroked his slightly long hair. A smile appeared on his impatient and slightly pale face, and his complexion soon returned to normal. Got up and go to the bathroom, wash your face with cold water.
Mike lacks a kind of self-protection, so he artificially protects himself. He knows that he suffers from mental illness.
He also doesn't see himself as a normal person, but his mental illness is different from what we remember. Except for thinking too much, he is no different from a normal person.
Mike also wants to live a normal life, and In order not to let himself continue this hellish life, he made a jaw-dropping choice.
"Although 60% is out of control, there are still 40% to try. If you don't do anything, there's no 40% chance. Are you right?" Mike staring at himself in the mirror, he said that although he hadn't rested for two days, his spirits looked very good, just like someone who just woke up.
He now feels like he's talking to himself, and he's talking to someone in the mirror, which looks pretty weird, but it's become Mike's habit.
Leaving the bathroom, Mike prepared the things that he could use for the next two days and put them in a travel bag. Although there was no food in this room, unexpectedly there were other things, such as commonly used medical supplies, a lighter, and even a field knife but these things are placed in strange places. If you don't search carefully, it is easy to ignore these important and even life-saving props. After Mike carefully searched and found quite a few things.
Just like what he said, if you don't leave here, all calculations are useless. Many things must be practiced before you can continue. No matter how you infer certain things, it is just inference. If you want to know the result, it is impossible without a process.
Standing in front of the door, Mike took a deep breath, and then he opened the door and left the room. Mike didn't know what would happen after that, but the only certainty was that he was going to live and learn the truth about it all.
Low-risk depression patients, their life is boring, like hell, when they should be afraid and surprised, there is no such reveal at all, watching some suspenseful movies, they know the end from the beginning, from a person's appearance, language It is difficult for normal people to imagine what their life is like.
But they also have their own fun, it should be said that they turn pain into happiness, they will put all their focus on one thing, and then use their imagination to make up for their boring life which is better than the unknown. The things that excite them more, the things that cannot be analyzed and imagined, may make them feel happy for a long time, right?
When Mike left the room, there was no panic on his face instead the corners of his mouth were slightly raised...
Shortly after he left the room, a man in a black trench coat appeared. He looked at the chaotic room, walked to the wall, raised his hand and took off a piece of paper, then he looked up at the entire wall, and said after a little thought: " Tester No. 34, correct the information..."
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Trial 34
Sex: Male
Name: Mike ?.?.?
Age: 24
Attention level: B+
Potential: B
Time stay in the world: 3 days
Status: alive
Remarks: Super analytical power, anxious and restless when analyzing intelligence, dislikes the uncontrollable situation, suspected of suffering from low-risk depression, currently following up, the reporter Supervisor No. 34..]