Tears fell again in Yuana's eyes. Despite trying not to cry, the tears wouldn't budge. Yuana was getting upset and restless.
"I don't know, Fred ... if it's true that they separated ... ah ..." Yuana sighed, muttering to herself. "What happened, just let it happen."
Yuana closed her eyes. "Lord, strengthen me if that's what's going to happen ..." Yuana prayed in her heart. She didn't know how the situation in the house would be? Improving seemed impossible. But Yuana didn't expect it to get any worse either. Who would know?
Yuana re-played Manfred's song from her cellphone. Her voice was so soft. Yuana missed him even more. The song "The One in Your Heart" sweetly played filled Yuana's room. Yuana was crying listening to Manfred's voice.
"I know ... what is in your heart ... Restless restless ... Because of your life, because of your love ... And because of me ..."
That's part of the poem.
"That's right, Manfred ... I am restless because of my life, because of my love, and because of you," said Yuana quietly. Her tears fell again.
Meanwhile, the night was getting darker. Black sky without the moon.
*****
Manfred came home today. He asked Yuana to come to the airport, to meet. At the same time, he would take Yuana for a walk.
Yuana was very happy. It seemed she couldn't wait to meet Manfred. More than three weeks of no see. Their communication was also intermittent. Longing has piled up in Yuana's heart.
The airport was quite busy. Yuana waited about 20 minutes. Yes, the rising band members appeared. It turned out that some of those who came to the airport were fans too. Seeing the band members Mardhika, they immediately excited, shouting out their names.
"Manfred! Yunus! Andre! Yogi! Ferdi!" the voice answered very loudly.
The band personnel calmly and with a friendly smile greeted them. Some began to pull their hands, asking for photos. Until someone dared to hug. Yes, two girls scrambling to hug Manfred. And Manfred just laughed ...
Yuana looked at Manfred with an angry face. No wonder Manfred loved touring everywhere. Lots of pretty girls surrounded him, right? Hmm ... good reason!
"You boy!" Yuan growled. She immediately turned around and immediately left the airport.
"Manfred, you've changed. You're different from the one I first met. Yes, you're a famous artist now. What am I in your eyes? I must be number umpteenth of people in your head." Yuana was very annoyed.
With Yuana's online taxi home. When she got home, she went straight to your room. Ira failed to persuade her to eat.
In the evening Manfred came. When he arrived, he didn't meet Yuana at the airport, even though they had an appointment. He called repeatedly Yuana's cell phone was off.
"Hey, Ira ...." said Manfred.
"Hello, Manfred," Ira smiled kindly. She was tidying the terrace.
"Yes. Is Yuan at home?" Manfred smiled back.
"Yes. She said she went to the airport this morning. She went back and forth to her room until now, she didn't want to go out. She didn't want to eat either." Ira reported what happened.
"Airport?" Manfred looked at Ira. So, Yuana came to the airport!
"Yeah. She came home and looked upset. I'm confused too." Ira frowned.
"Oh, well ...." Manfred comes into the house. "Yuana went to the airport but she came home and angry. What's wrong?"
Manfred went up to the second floor, to Yuana's room. Manfred opened the bedroom door which was not locked.
"Yuan …." called Manfred.
Inside the room, Yuana was prone on the bed. Hearing Manfred's voice, she immediately got up.
"What are you doing here?" asked Yuana curtly.
Manfred was confused. Was Yuana angry with him? What was really going on?
"I miss you, a lot …." Manfred held Yuana's hand.
"Don't lie me! Just go home!" Yuana let go of Manfred's hand. She pushed Manfred away.
Manfred was surprised by Yuana's attitude. She even didn't talk clearly, but sulked.
"Yu, we haven't seen each other for three weeks. Now we can meet you, you're even angry. What's wrong, anyway?" Manfred asked for an explanation.
Yuana looked at Manfred with an annoyed expression. She couldn't contain her emotions seeing Manfred was happy.
"I just found out that you really like being famous, right? Famous, become a great singer, loved by girls." Yuana said curtly.
"What do you mean?" Manfred immediately glared in surprise at Yuana's words.
"It's fun, being surrounded by girls, being hugged, taking pictures together ... Do you think I didn't see it? As soon as you left the airport, the girls surrounded you like ants meet sugar! I just realized you're proud to be like that!" The higher the tone of Yuana's voice.
Manfred looked at Yuana. Again, Yuana was jealous.
"From now on, you don't have to come here anymore. Mind your own business. I don't need you. I can take care of myself. You don't have to worry about it anymore. I free you from your promise!" Yuana's anger this time has reached the top.
"Yuan?" Manfred was taken aback by those words.
"Just go! You want to have recording, show, tour, meet your fans or … whatever, whatever! That's your business! Nothing to do with me!" Yuana looked at Manfred with a red face.
Manfred got emotional. It seems he can't stand Yuana's spoiled attitude. Manfred took two steps forward looking at Yuana.
"Yuan, look, I never wanted to be famous. I never wanted to be a girl's idol. I was just trying to have a better life. You know that well. One time I deserved to propose you to your parents and could make you happy."
Yuana was still glaring at Manfred. Manfred held Yuana's shoulders.
"Yu, after all, I love you. No matter what you think about me, you know it's not true." Manfred tried to suppress the anger mixed with disappointment in his heart.
"I only love you. I just want to love you. No one else. I don't want to have this situation with you. We meet but we are not happy, but instead hurt each other. Maybe we should calm each other down. I better go. See you later ..."
Manfred hugged Yuana, kissed her forehead for a while. Then he left Yuana.
As soon as Manfred left the room, Yuana slammed the door. Bbraakkk!!
Yuana jumped onto the bed and burst into tears. She was disappointed in Manfred. It turned out that Manfred was not what she had imagined. He was not like Bobby. Bobby was always patient with Yuana. Yuana was really disappointed with Manfred.
All the images of the time with Bobby came back into Yuana's mind. When Yuana was repeatedly angry, crying, barely able to deal with difficult situations, Bobby was always calm and patient by Yuana's side. Bobby showed no anger. He always could ease Yuana's heart. That was what Yuana wanted, Manfred remained patient, making Yuana feel loved completely.
It turned out that Yuana was not aware that she wanted Manfred to spoil her. She was completely in love with the boy. Even though she knew Manfred was in love with her, Manfred never explicitly said she wanted them to date. It seemed to make Yuana ask for more attention, to convince herself that Manfred still loved her.