At that time, I was not only terrorized at home, but the midwifery school forced me to practice until the lecturer and midwifery staff came to Stami it was rude to look for me to agree to do an internship in an inappropriate place. At that time the STIAMI Jakarta Institute of Social Sciences and Management patiently and kindly faced lecturers and staff from the midwifery campus who were not good even the STIAMI campus provided documents that a student named Dian Damayanti was currently on leave. So he was not on campus and we fulfilled the request of the Midwifery campus at that time in a letter that Dian Damayanti students had to be on leave to carry out internships at that time. Disrespectfully, lecturers and midwifery staff left the Stiami campus. To look for me to be forced into an apprenticeship. At that time I was immediately evacuated to Central Kalimantan to my father's relative's house temporarily so that it would not be misused.
At that time my parents felt uncomfortable and fed up with the midwifery university and immediately wrote a letter to Mr. Ir. H. Joko Widodo President of the Republic of Indonesia. And get a copy of the document from the reply to the letter that has been followed up on January 27, 2016. And on March 1, 2016 I was free from that savage midwifery school. After that I started to focus and study at the social sciences and management institute of STIAMI properly and also there I made friends and also lecturers and the staff were very good and educated me well and like family. I finished my undergraduate studies in only three and a half years and I graduated with the best graduate honors. And straight to my master's degree completed my studies with the title of the best graduate.
After that I focused on school and pursued a career and tried to apply for civil servants three times, and always failed. During the first exam, I took the CPNS test the first time I failed the exam because of a problem with the computer that was used when I took the exam, such as in the middle of the road my computer suddenly died, in the middle of the exam I asked the supervisor for help to change places, it turned out that after changing seats when I wanted to start repeating due to an infrastructure error at that time I had the misfortune of my computer not functioning properly the internet network was cut off at 40 minutes of the 2018 cpns exam, so from that I was transferred by the supervisor to the third computer but unfortunately the computer mouse was not working properly so from that I was moved again to the fourth computer then I got a computer that works properly.
When the last 30 minutes of the exam I just started working on the 2018 Cpns questions, I finally failed not to pass the test because I couldn't answer all the questions, I fell at TIU the score was only 45. I don't understand pictures and basic math. In the second year I failed to be selected for the 2019 CPNS administration. In 2021 I failed the cpns test, my grades were in accordance with the minimum standard for CPNS who passed. But it takes only 74 people for the Pancasila Ideology Agency, so I failed. Cannot enter the next test at the SKB selection stage. Instead I became a speaker at a conference held at Oxford university.