Koori Sensei, became our homeroom teacher this year but she taught our class, Mathematics last year too, so I got the chance to see her almost everyday. Koori Sensei often gave me extra classes because my academic performance was so weak that i had to give re exam for my first year.
Even she had to wait another hour after school just because of me , I never saw any irritation from her, only sweetness in her word. Even she had to scold, she did in a very sweet way. I think that was one of the reason I fell for very hard. I knew she was way out of my league as various upperclassmen and even many other teachers were aiming for her , but i couldn't help it . She is just too flawless and loveable that one couldn't help but only fall for her.
As her class went on, I did nothing and only stared at her back and her face whener she turned our way. Her big eyes were so beautiful that I wanted to stare at them continuously without breaking contact and hug her soft body in the middle to surprise her.
'Me and my fantasies'.
"Um. Akihito kun I think you are not interested in my class. I hope you will explain yourself in the supplementary class today right? " I got startled and without thinking , just nodded.
I didn't even knew that i had supplementary class but I was happy to spend some alone time with her.
" Tch.. alone time with Miss Koori and more to that on valentine".
" I hope he trip and fall outside the window". I ignored the curses and started listening to her words. Even she was very mesmerising , i had to focus so she could be proud of me.
Time went by and soon lunch break arrived.
I usually ate lunch with random group of people and since today was couple's day , I sat with loner group. There were 3 boys and 2 girls in the group excluding me.
"Hey did you heard?" A girl named Mio said as soon we sat together, joining our desks.
"What?" A nerd boy Shio asked while opening his child like lunch box.
Every lunchbox on the desks had various kinds of dishes inside except for me who had two dry onigiri but it was better than being hungry or wasting money on cafe buns.
"Koori Sensei got confessed by Fujiwara senpai. He bought a bouquet of 100 roses and proposed her infront of the whole class.. kyah~". She jumped in excitement like she was the one who got confessed.
"Fujiwara ... Oh that baseball ace?" Another boy asked. I was silently eating my lunch my other hand clutched in anger under the desk.My facial expressions remained calm and unchanged but I wasn't calm from inside , at all.
"Yes. He is so handsome. You know he actually had rejected 108 confession until now , that's what his friends said. He never dated any girl before nor he had any rumours circulating , with anyone. He is such a perfect boyfriend material. I thought Koori sensei will accept him definitely but the result was same." She said in a disappointed tone but this news made me relax.
'Atleast she doesn't go for the face'. I sighed.
"Now I am really curious to know about the person, Koori sensei will date or marry". Another girl who was silent until now said while slurping her pasta.
I continued eating my lunch without commenting anything but my mind was wandering around the same topic continuously. I knew she would date someone and eventually marry someday. And I was sure that i didn't wanted that. Watching her with someone else still makes me angry but I wasn't sure that she even think me as a potential love interest or not. I mean her age is only 6 year aprat but still whenever she pats my head when I did a whole worksheet at once or whenever she fed me lunch , I felt warm yet it seemed she thought me as a younger brother.
'No I don't want that. I want her to see me as a man '. I made my resolve that i will confess to her today .
I knew my decision could lead me completely being hated by her or I might get punishment but I was ready for it. I won't be able to resist anymore, whatever it takes.
I calmed myself and got back to my seat before the class resumed. All the time I was thinking what should I do to make a heavy impression on her while i propose. I mean I didn't had money nor I could buy something within school perimeter , to gift her when i would confess but still I needed something in hand while I would tell her my feeling.
'Something in hand.. haha.. no no WTF i am thinking right now'. Shooking my head because of my own cheap joke I continued thinking about the words I had to say ,after some hours .
After the school ended , I started packing my bag as others .
"Okay then Aki , I hope you will enjoy your time with Koori sensei. And remember don't make a move on her". A boy who was eating lunch with me before, jabbed me on my back but not seriously.
"Yeah whatever . Just get lost". I punched him in the guts without much force but looking at his face , i was sure that it must had felt heavy.
"Man you are skinny but still ..." He rubbed his abdomen before waving at me.
After the class for empty , i took my bag and left the class, however unlike everyone who went outside of the school, I went to the faculty room.
Walking on the same floor slowly I made my way toward the maths faculty room. Every teacher had their own faculty room for these kind of purpose so I had the proper place to be alone with her .
I knocked on the door nervously.
*Knock*.
"Come in". Her voice came from inside as I slowly rotated the door knob.
Walking inside slowly I saw her standing with a file in her hand, reading its content carefully with a slight frown on her flawless white face. She was wearing only a full white shirt now on the top as the room had a inbuilt air warmer. Her shirt were hugging her body perfectly, showing off her two mounds better than before when she was in a sweater. She was wearing glasses which was resting on her cute little nose. Her brown hairs were still tied in a ponytail like the morning with a some strands hanging on her forhead.
I got so mesmerized in her that I forgot to breathe for a moment.
After regaining composure I walked toward her and after putting my bag on the table i called her.
"Koori sensei . I want to tell you something".