AT CAFE
The panic went so crazy that I locked myself in the kitchen.
Granny was waiting outside knocking the door worriedly
" elida, elida where are you... my dear come out ?"granny said in worriness
I wiped my tears and courage up myself and opened the door " I am here granny ? what happen why are you so worried "
granny ran towards me and hugged me." ahh my love i was so worried"
"What will happen to me? "I faked my smile and said " look i am fit and fine, well i cleaned all up and i should go to my room" i kissed granny forehead and said "don't worry"
"What about your food?"
" guess my little little tummy is not hungry haha good night granny"
And I started moving towards my room. As soon as I reached my room, I locked myself up and started to scratch my neck. I was trembling . My body was shaking. I scratched my neck so much the blood started to come out. i was crying and started to beg for mercy " forgive me, please ..... forgive me , please ... i will never do this again ahhuhh" i find it harder to breath .
" please don't hit me ... please don't beat me ....i am begging you"
I started to tap my feets .... crazily.
I went to the bathroom and saw my neck, my face " why???? why??why? this mark behind my neck didn't come off why????....`` I sobbed.
I saw the blood in her hands .My hands started to shake more and i didnt even know when fainted in the bathroom.