DONT STOP! DONT STOP! DONT STOP! I have to keep going I've been through too much in too little time I CANNOT STOP. if I stop now it will all be for nothing everything that I have done everything I have learned everything that I've pushed myself to do. I have to keep going to get out of this place. the only thing I can hear is the crunch under my shoeless feet on the newly frosted ground and the feet of many behind me. I have trained too much and too hard not to be able to leave this horrid place I have to be better, I have to do better and if it takes everything in me to get away then so be it.