I was in a haze, everything was so real yet unbelievable. Before departing 'Pyaasa' I received a letter from Revatibala as a reply to my letter that I had sen't.
She misses me a lot, she wished she could have spen't more time with her. A lot of "I love you, you know that. I can't say that directly. You know everything so say it yourself & I'll say yes." that can't of indirect speeches and vibes were filled in this letter. I felt an unknown joy, like never before.
No women has ever wanted me in my life. I would say in my previous time period of 30+ years age.
She added more on thanx for the money being sen't by me. And I should have be saving more for the future, rather than wasting like this. I was getting all those vibes of a girlfriend who would take care of her boyfriend. I could literally feel the butterflies in my stomach.
TAKK TAKK TAKK
Someone was knocking at my door. I was at the zamindar's residence, as a guest. The room was pretty comfortable, the bed was cosy. From breakfast till dinner, the food was omg. I have a habbit of not getting an easy sleep in new places, plus reading Revatibala's letter kept me awake. Then came this sudden knock at night. Took out my browning pistol for safety before opening the door.
It was a women with a lantern in her hand, before she get's scared I stored my gun in inventory without letting her know anything.
"Yes, what is it?"
With a very timid and anxious tone she fumbled, "L..lanter for t..the night."
"La..Landlady said it might be needed.. S..Sir"
This situation reminded me of Revati.
Her face was covered in a veil, as any women would have. So, I took the lantern and was closing the door. But, I heard some words from her...
"S..Si.."
"Do you have anything more to say."
She nodded her head left and right as no.
I was liking this situation so I teased her a bit,
"Are you sure, you don't have to say anything..."
Her head moved left & right again.
"Ok then. goodnight."
"No..."
It was getting boring now, so I held her hand & pulled her inside the room & closed the door.
The sudden pull slammed her in my chest, she was trembling at this touch. I kept the lantern in the table and held her in my arms, it felt good. And caressed her head a bit till she came to her senses.
"I'm sorry.", while moving away from me she spoke again.
"Don't be." I gentlly smiled while speaking.
I knew if I asked her to come sit beside me in my bed,.she wouldn't, maybe due to some orthodox reason. Hence, I held hee hands and made her sit beside me.
And I asked her, "Please unveil yourself. Or I may think I'm speaking to some lonely female ghost."
It was so funny, in one instance she unveiled herself and spoke without fumbling, "I am Madhubantilata, not a them and please don't take their names at this hour."
"Them.. you mean ghosts.."
She looked here and there and in a scary tone said, "Please don't take their names at this hour, they are the strongest now."
Women's from those period are truly living under the veil of prejudices.
To not contradict her further, "I said okey, I'll not take their name. But, what did you wanted to say to me. Tell me now, or I may take their name.. you know who I'm speaking off.."
I winked at the end & damn she blushed like a real cuite. Jet black hair, with a sweet face. A real cutie for sure.
"Sir.. today you took the contract of killing the dacoits from my uncle."
"Yes, I was & please don't call me sir. Call me by my name Rahul. No formalities ok..."
In a shy tone she replied, "Okey, I'll try..."
"I wanted to give you a death contract of..."
She rubbed her forehead clean of the sweat that has accumulated due to tension.
"Death contract of Pralay Singha Chowdhury."
She thought I would be shocked to hear it but I was not as Rehmat gave me the backdrop beforehand.
With a hopelessness in her eyes, she continued "But, I can't pay your fee as I have no money or anything valuable. Hence..."
"There's a way..."
She didn't said anything but looked at me with keen eyes. I moved a bit forward and slid my hands around her waist and held her in my arms.
I rub my nose on her neck and said, "If you become my women, then I can fulfil this wish or any other wish."
She gulped her throat and said, "You mean this thing that I have to do is only for once."
I said, "No pressure here, if you don't like it. You can drop this topic & I'll also forget that we ever met on this topic."
"And if you have no issue, we can continue. But, before that let me be very clear to you. I won't be just sleeping with you. You would be mine forever after tonight."
"Forever means..." With puppy eyes she looked at me.
"Forever means marriage, bonds, bindings of 7 lifetime the one's spoken in Hindu religion. That kind of forever."
She smiled brightly after, what I said.. I guess the tension is relived.
I held her face and brought her towards my chin and started with some small kisses till it evolved into smooches.
While my left hand was caressing her back and the right one wen't underneath her sari towards her love mounds.
Mostly women's wear blouse to cover their tits underneath the sari. But, that became the norm a lot later.
Her tits were not very big, nor too small. I could fondle them, cup them with my palms properly.
"Kyaah.. ahh.." The more I played with her tits, the more she enjoyed. It was also first time for me!