I was always at the bottom of the hierarchy. People blamed me for my timid nature because many people like me triumphed in their social life. They might be correct but they were also wrong. I used to fight the unjust things done to me. I did that a lot of times until I just decided to accept my predicament to avoid more pain.
People asked me to be more outgoing but I am not that kind of person. I would rather have a few people I can call friends than have hundreds of people surround me just because they think I am fun. I couldn't become what I was not and I still can't. Why could I not be accepted just by being myself? I wondered a lot.
