In the past, everytime I suffered from the excruciating pain I have gotten used to now, I always wished for adrenaline to kick in—I wanted it to somehow lessen the pain I was enduring.
... It never came.
Looking at how slow everything moves now however, I am sure adrenaline has just kicked in. I can see Vibiane slowly calling my name in absolute terror, meanwhile I enjoy the longest few seconds of my life.
Maybe it is because this is my last few seconds—even though it is by no means beautiful to be remembered, I can enjoy it greatly.
Even as I am getting farther from Vibiane and Eliseus, I can still wonder what I should do to Vibiane if I managed to survive.
I can even think of spanking her assess for a month straight, which is definitely not something a dying person would normally think about. I mean, most people would be reliving their memories in this situation, wouldn't they?
