Scene 1: from the start.
"People's eager struggle to live a peaceful life, yet to have a family, quarrel and laugh with them, and experience the feeling of loving and being loved is the least aim of ordinary people, but for others, it is the utmost challenge"..
I'm different, these dreams and these expectations have never been part of my wishes... my life has always been a suspense story that other people want to control, İ never think of these peculiars of my life ... All I need is to survive ... To keep breathing!! To repay the debts I owe some people. hummm.... these debts helped me recognize how unworthy my life was to the people who surrounded me in the past".
They told me that my mom once tried to escape from their plans, to live her life as she always wished, with the guy she had chosen to trust... But now I am paying the debt of her choice ... Because to her choice, I am living this chaotic life and am walking down the abyss ... İ don't know whether this memory is right, or it is just a dream!! Who told me, when and where? Are questions İ cannot give answers to..!!
Sometimes, I think of those who told me another version of the story… is it because of my dad ... I don't remember which mom said these words!! The first who has been always deep in my memory, but that everyone denied her existence... Or the second one whom I only remember her face and myself calling her mom... Or the third who...!!! (She closes her eyes inhales for a long time ... then murmurs: «I need to remember that all I need to do in this life is to find a way to just live...and protect them with all I can!!
I won't walk down the abyss anymore, İ will be the abyss itself.
Said the girl wearing black hoodie and a black face mask; a very beautiful girl in her twenties wearing black hoodie and a black face mask; her white skin glows under the dark hoodies she wears... although her hair is not all shown under the hoodie, some short black-glowing hair-strands hung out the hoodie covering her forehead and some of her face ... she might be suffering from a cold as she is all covered. A mysterious girl with a defined features. Her honey-colored eagle eyes and her defined eyebrows tell stories of many years of struggle and strife. Her steps were defined and straightforward which bespeak of her defined attitude and strong personality.
Lost in her thought, the girl walked in the crowded street of the main city, looking left and right emptily ... suddenly, another girl calls her from behind "sisteeeeer Amie!! Save me…Save me pleeeeeease!!!!"
Jay is the same age as Amie… a cute and pretty girl… she has long wavy chestnut hair…wearing some simple make-up with beautiful green eyes … although she seems cute...she has sharp eyes and intelligent-like face. She wears some glasses and gives the modern women's vibe.. Wearing a white tricot, a mid-long skirt, and white basket shoes… the girl seems taking good care of her body...
Amie startles while the girl hugs her from the back: İ miss you so much!!!
Amie RESPONDS coldly: am I your husband? We were together half an hour ago!! Huummm!!! just say it!! What do you want Jay?
Jay acts cutely!! "Ooo sister, just play the scene until the end!!»
Amie: you must have much of time, weren't you going to work?
Jay: oh yea.. But İ forgot!! İ have just remembered İ have a very important client in the beauty center.. İ want to attend her session.. You know how much İ am addicted to make-up and all these stuff.
Amie: rolls her eyes, then? How does this relate to me?
Jay (in a timid act): well!! in the office yesterday, they asked me to deliver some important papers to the office center of BB Company, the new chairman and the CEO and directors are coming today, and İ've got to take them early.. But you know.. The beauty center.. The client..!!! so İ wonder ...
Amie sighs: is this all the work you've got to do today? İ mean don't you have another work as you ought to go back to the office and do other works..?
Jay: No No !! I have asked today for a leave when İ remembered the client .. and I remembered that you do not work today.. so please can you !! Auyyy please.. do me this favor this time.. It will be the last time.. please pleaaaase..I will do all the home works for you when you come to live with us again!!! Please.
Amie: t-c-h as if İ believe you!! By the way does Mom know about this? İ mean we should tell her, you know she gets very angry when we do things without telling her!!
Jay: ARE YOU CRAZY!! Ehimm..I mean…please it is just a small work, you take the documents and you submit them and come back!! Please (she looks to her watch and it is very late) she pushes her and hurls to go.
They parted away after Amie unwillingly took the documents and Jay went to the beauty center.
Scene 2: in the hospital
İn the Neurosurgery department, a female doctor in her 40s after seeing her patient off, takes her mobile quickly and tries to call Amie, but she cannot reach her…
The female neurosurgeon is pretty; with a long wavy black hair and short hair bangs falling on her round elegant glasses, her wide eyes fit her egg-like face, her eyebrows, eyelashes a small pinkie lips and white teeth are well drawn on her face ... although her age, Sona Bitt. Seems at the age of Amie and Jay..
she tries many times but in vain ..she seemed anxious. She calls another time: Hello, Jay, have you seen Amie, I was calling her, she is not responding!! İs she with you? She is not working isn't it ?? W…w..where did she go?
Jay: uhh she is not a kid anymore, İ am jealous, you did not inquire after me, you asked about her. İ am hanging off!! Bye bye!! [She tries to hang off] Mom.. love u bye bye!!
The mother shouts: be serious, you know why İ am asking!! Where is she!!
Jay looks seriously and knows that she had to say.
They say: "Having somewhere to go is home. Having someone to love is family. And having both is a blessing."
"The fear and love in family relationships are indispensable they say! maybe people cannot understand it at the moment, they get annoyed because of the stress they result when occurring, but they come to realize how warm these feelings are when they go missing.
The trials to keep the past engraved deep in the memory create stressful relationships, trials to keep those you love safe annoys them because they do not know how much effort you afford to protect them. They call you arrogant, cold, and heartless!! Just because they don't know… yet!!! Ignorance is better than living all the time in stress!! If they knew one thing of those memories, they could never live in peace again!!!
I have chosen to be heartless in their eyes rather than seeing them die in front of my eyes
I wonder whether his coming back would be of help, or just like the past – he will be useless again!!!!!
Let's meet again!!!
Amie reads these words in a diary covered by dark blood!!! It seems to be a piece from the memories they try to engrave!! The piece that will revive the past!!
A call for an encounter? Or a re-encounter!!!!!